-

- shack
- secretly using the net now..
- today overheard sth abt him and her..
- sad..
- i wan to hear no more..
- -sigh-
- if they reali get together i sure cannot take it sia..
- haha...
- dunnoe lehx..
- shack
//runs

1 When you get upset, you:

- if got cig, i smoke. if got beer, i drink. if got pen knife, i slit my wrist gently. den cry till i slp. eat lot. give black face. wadever.

2 If someone has taken interest in you at a party or other social gathering, you:

- dunnoe. no one will take interest in mi de la so y bother to tink wad i gonna do..

3 If you are arguing about an issue and know you are correct, you:

- arged till i win.. if not i give up la.. y bother to argue wif a stubborn person..

4 Your friends are usually:

- fun. wild. cute. talkative. disturbing[esp. the guys]. out going. funnie. and i love them!

5 When you wake up in the morning, you:

- check my hp.. see if got msg or not..

6 When you are interested in someone, you:

- keep quiet. or tok to tat person veri often. if i noe tat person well i may confess. but if tat person like someone else i will help.

7 You are at the toilet when you overhear two of your friends talking about how horrible your new haircut is. You:

- keep quiet abt it. feel sad. change a new hairstyle again. haha..

8 If your life were to be made into a movie -- and you were to star as yourself -- who would you cast to play your leading man?:

- huh? dunoe lehx.. i will nv make my life into a movie de la.. such a pathetic life i've got..

9 How do you like your kisses to be?:

- dunnoe... sweet? wet? dunnoe..

10 When your lover leans in for a kiss in public, what do you do? :

- dunoe lehx..

- uhu~
- tish ish the last time i gonna blog tish month..
- my com is going to be move out of my room le..
- fer my own good..
- cos i reali cant concentrate wif my com ard..
- i'm fine wif the decision la..
- so i will blog lesser le..
- dunnoe wad to sae le.. haha.. gonna sae bye bye to my com and blogger le..
- -sobx sobx-
- hahaha...
- dunnoe le lax..
- i will use as much as i cld today..
- duhx..
//runs

- school was okie..
- fall asleep during geog lesson..
- got 2 cd period.. daniel chua left it as free period manx..
- but the dumb ass daniel chua wake me up once he step into class.. totalli frustrated lor.. wan to rest oso cannot..
- the english course was boring... i dun see the point of going.. i mean i dun see tat it helps or wad..
- tml math class again..its changed to 8 everybody!
- and and and i hope my ms oh wont pang seh mi tml afternoon..
- okie.. so bored now...
- shack shack shack
- nth much to mention today..
- nth special
//runs

- tml is like so freeeeee...
- except there ish a dumb course and remedial..
- sat going study wif my laogong.. [ ms oh yuan ping la] haha..
- shld be going to take pics..
- wonder will we be reali studying or wad..
- lalalala..
- oh ya.. i fail my 2.4 by one mintue.. wrong info from kaya..
- 1 min.. if i ran i tink i shld have pass..
- have to re run again..
- dummy me..
- i'm so stupid..
- re run..
- chian song is going to luff like hell
- okie.. i'm fat.. I AM FAT. happie?
- haha..
- i dun mind..
- shall do my compo le.. heee..
//runs

- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- all i can do is sigh k..
- today jux sux
- sux totalli..
- tests and remedial
- hate it
- haixxxxx
- its juz so hard to forget
- duhx
- juz so sick and tired abt hearing him liking her
- i noe he noes i like him.. i tink he noes..
- but he juz like her
- HER..
- i dun hate her or wad.. i understand.. feelings ish like tat de lor..
- its juz tat i'm so dumb to like him..
- i'm a dumb ass...
//gone

[to forget sumone u once loved is to love sumone else]

- feeling better..

- 2.4 today..
- tink i fail fer abt 5s..
- 5 SECOND!
- -sigh-
- hope i didnt fail la huh..
- hope ramesh will help or wad lor.. if not i might as well go die le..
- -sigh-
- ytd chat fone with sumone..
- make my day even worst..
- didnt sleep well last nite..
- feel veri sucky during lesson and school
- kept tinking abt wad tat sumone had said and all my dumb ass probs..
- haix..
- i noe i must have hurt tat sumone? but.. aiya.. things wasnt tat simple..
- ok.. i'm a bitch..
- all was my fault ya..
- but who noes i'm hurt too..
- i may have hurt u and others may have hurt mi..
- world is full of craps ya..
- one minute u got hurt and feel the terrible pain..
- the other minute u hurt someone else..
- its not tat i didnt noe how pain it is when got hurt..
- but world is nv fair.. NEVER...
- have terrible mood swing..
- its geting worst everyday..
- black face onli.
- its juz mood swing and stuff..
- i'm fine.. juz dun reali feel like smiling..
- ya.. gonna be the old weishan..
- smile-less..
- -sigh-
- when will i be okie?
- wish i dun feel anything fer him anymore.. but.. cant.. so long le.. but he juz like her.. nth i can do.. NTH..
- ha.. finalli now how sherwin feels sia.. everyday juz goes: HAIXXXXXXXX.....
- -sigh hard-
- things wasnt tat simple as u see...
//runs...

- sad
- confused
- disappoint
- wad's next?
- -sigh-

- -sigh-
- she called..
- finalli....
- but.. she forgot ma name..-
- ma name...
- -sigh-
- have decided to forget abt her and she called
- without noeing ma name
- asking mi to study hard
- juz nag a lil
- less den 10 mins- hang up
- -sigh-
- happi seeing my fone rang and see her name
- disappointment
-she dun even rmb ma name
- nvm
- she asked mi out tis june holidae
- shall see how..
- -sigh-
//sighing away

- napfa today.. 5 stations
- failed standing broad jump
- passed 4
- tired.. lol
- tml napfa test again..
- shack sia
- 2.4.. gonna fail AGAIN!
- chian song!!! i gonna be the last again!! yeah!!!
- -_-"
- hmm.. "dad" asked mi.. "do u still like him?"
- i ans no.. its juz the past..
- wanna sae yes.. but.. have to sae no..
- cos i wan to gib up.. give up totalli..
- m totalli hopeless..
- y?
- cos he wont like mi de.. he like ehem ehem liao..
- or he juz wont like mi bahx..
- dunnoe
- -sigh-
- aiya.. "dad".. who ask u to bring up this dumb qns..
- make mi keep tinking..
- okie.. shall go rest le..
//runs

back from school.. tink imma blog lesser.. gonna pull out my telephone line [ i use dial up] so i can concentrate on study le.. ermm nth much today.. juz have mood swing.. its almost everyday i have it.. hmm.. so if u see i got a super black face means i'm fustrated.. lol.. buaixxxxx...

who the heck are u[ the so called Samatha that tag mi].. fuck off la.. if u dare to scold why dun u juz put down ur real name.. if u tink i'm sucks, dun bother to read my blog or tag.. dun be so bo liaox can.. add cute nia.. mother fucker.. go fuck ur mother la.. chao chee bye.. kan ni na.. lan jiao la u... jiao wae onli..

fer all readers: sorie fer those words.. i'm not in the good mood..

today went to occ to study.. but in the end nv do anything lor.. bought a eraser and a powerpuff girl de sticker.. haha.. 'dad' pay fer the stickers.. thankie.. sian.. sick of blogging in the old way.. so blog in tis way.. but its a lil hard to read yea?

kk.. shall go study le.. buaix~

ermm oso take down some link cos i tink those ppl have stop blogging le.. if u saw ur name is down but u still blog, juz tag mi.. i will put it back... thx.. bye...

- new skin here..
- get it done in few mintues time cos i cant find any skin le
- hope all of u like it
- recently got mood swings and its getting worst
- not in the mood to blog or sae too much
- hope i will get better
- i dunnoe wad's happening to mi
- i sux!

- went fer movie today
- into da mirror..
- not badx. quite nice lor..
- took foto..
- uploaded..
- sian
- tml phy FT..
- gotta study lata
//byex

fotos added [new!]

- com was down tis 2 days..
- okie now..
- so happi..
//lalala

- shack
- slacking now
- sianx
- tml chinese oral exam siax.. scare scare.. got mi so nervous..
- ha.. lesbian joke in ITR1..
- and wenyi plish dun spread tat i'm a les anymore..
- but.. i dunsh care.. so wad?
- lol...
//runs

Message: These are the 50 way to know the person's character and understand the person well, although it is quite waste of time, but when you feel free just try it out!

1. What's your name?
::wei shan

2. How old are you?
::15++

3. Do you have any nicknames?
::ah shan, shan, shanshan,shandy, shandy ass, yi zhou shan, da shan , xiao shan, shan mei,shan jie, bitch, don's[dog] wife...

4. When was your first love?
::bleahx

5. First kiss
::DoTx..

6. How tall are you?
::158 - 159

7. How many girl/boyfriends have u had?
::BlaHx

8. Sour, spicy or sweet?
::sour, spicy and sweet..

9. What would you do when you are free?
::slp and rot at hm.. hangout outside doing nth..

10. Hobbies
::slp.. tv.. rot..

11. Do you club.. ?
::nahx..

12. Favourite magazine?
::not particular fav mag..

13. Are you a smoker?
::i do smoke but i'm not a smoker.. but i will smoke if someone offer..

14. Are you a drinker?
::drink b4.. but i will drink everytime i got the chance..

15. How much money will you bring when you are out?
::when i'm 'rich': $50 bahx.. when i.m broke: $5

16. Car, diamond or money?
::MoNeY.. cos can buy everything...

17. What phone are you holding now?
::8250 lorx..

18. Coffeebean or starbucks
::StArBuCkS..

19. Where do you stay?
::YisHuN

20. What is your favourite food?
::SUSHI!

21. How many siblings do you have?
::1 elder bro.. we are twin.

22. Chocolate, Sweets or cake?
::all...

23. Can your ears move?
::cant.. hax..

24. Do you dye your hair?
::yea..

25. What languages do you speak?
::chinese.. singlish.. simple english.. hokkien..

26. How many phones in your house?
::2 main fone.. 4 hp..

27. How many toilets?
::2

28. When you are doing your business in the iN e WaD?
::huhx?

29. Do you swim?
::yea.. but no time to swim lahx..

30. Do you gamble?
::yea.. rarely

31. What is your favourite sport?
::Swimming

32. Love,techno or classcial?
::LoVe..

33. what is your favourite drink?
::currently is ICED LEOMON TEA..

34. What is your temper? Low, middle or hiGH?
::HiGh..

35. What kind of person are you?
::DoNt KnOw lehx..

36. What would you wear when you go to bed?
::juz home clothes

37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up?
::see my hp if there is msg...

38. Do you eat breakfast?
::see my mood bahx.. sometime i'm late so nv eat lor..

39. Favourite tv show?
::Light years, idol series..

40. Who you want to meet?
::Kunda, Ella, my real self, and the 'one' in my life..

41. What type of person are you?
::Pessimistic, lame, siao char bo, secretive..

42. Where do you like to go?
::Japan, Taiwan..

43. Do you wear specs?
::YuP.. AlWaYs..

44. When is your birthday?
::01/06/88

45. Do you buy branded goods?
::yea.. but girls dun nid much branded stuff cos they always buy new stuff..

46. How many hours do you spend talking on phone with someone?
::3-4 hrs non stop.. hahax..

48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as a friend, would you give your number to them?
::NaHx.. TaT pErSoN wIlL bE vEri IrRiTaTiNg..

49. do you watch R(A) movies?
::NoPe

50. One night stand?
::NaHx

- went library wif rachel..
- study awhile nia den sian liaox..
- walk ard..
- den she pang seh mi AGAIN!
- tis ish the 101th times she pang seh mi..
- not angry.. cos used to mi..
- she go find her darl lor..
- yaya.. their life is always filled wif love of their darl de lax..
- always pang seh pang seh..
- sian lor..
- slack at home now.. shall do hw lata..
//runs

got tis freakie QNA from friendster.. read on to noe more abt mi..
its all abt love...


1. Will u love the person back who once hurt u??

- never ever.. i cant take the pain.. nv wan to be hurt again..

2. Will u go out on a date with a person u know who is already committed with someone?

- yar.. y not.. as in we r frenx/buddy/bruden/sista la..

3. Would u steal the person u love most from ur friend??

- will never do tat.. i rather lost the person i love den losting my fwems.. fwens are much more impt in life den love..

4. What's the nicest thing you'll do for love??

- cherish it

5. What's the least thing you'll do for love?

- gib up all my time fer it

6. Will u give ur ex a second chance?

- if the feeling ish still dere and he nv cheated on mi b4.. i will..

7. What was the best thing you've done for the person u love?

- haben mit the person i reali love yet..

8. If u gt stuck on an elevator with your ex,what would you do?

- if i dislike my ex i will not even look at the person.. if still got feeling or still fwens maybe juz tok tok lor...

9. Will u give ur partner a big kiss in front of many people?

- if i reali love my partner.. or see see wad's the situation..

10. If ur ex fooled u once, will u give another set of trust on her/him??

- will never ever gib my ex the trust again.. i'm veri extreme.. either u are a truthful angel if not u r juz a devilish liar.. so nv fool mi..

11. What will u do if u caught ur partner with someone else inside her/his room ?

- gib my partner a slap.. cry and stormed out of the room and initiate a breakup.. but if my partner's explaination is exceptable i will be forgiving..

12. If you will be given a choice, will u drink a bottle of wine one-on-one with ur partner or with ur crush only the two of u inside the room?

- maybe yesh.. maybe not.. depends on my mood and the occasion..

13. If you can only save one person on a crashing plane,who would it be??

- the one i love or my mummy

14. You are with you're partner on a party.

- it will be great wif my partner ard.. but got lesser chance to noe new fwens lar..

15. Will u still give a present to ur ex on her/his very special occassion?

- maybe on my ex's bdae.. maybe not la.. already ex liaox.. gib him so many present oso no use..

16. If u hear the word "love". Who comes into ur mind first?

- that GUY i used to crush on.. -sigh-

17. You won 2 tickets for a concert. Who will you invite?

- my best pal or my crush or someone who will like the concert..

18. Will u do a big favor for ur ex. Now that you're already friends??

- yea.. cos we are FWENS..

19. Now, whom u are thinking right now?? Ur partner, ur ex or ur crush?

- fer u to guess bahx.. will not gib any comment abt it.. lol...



finish reading liaox rite..copy the qns and do it.. paste it on ur blog and let ppl noe more abt ur view and blahx..
//cyax

y i hate dem..
- cos my dad is a bias freak
- my bro is a spolit bratx
- my mum? she juz throw her temper fer no reason..
- -sigh-
- y m i born denx.. since u all dun love mi..
- -sigh-
- if u all love boy so much shldnt ave giv birth to mi manx..
- wad's so big deal to have a boy.. juz tat they can carry on the family line?
- wad's the big deal to have a dick and 2 balls.. so wad if i dun have..
- so wad.....
- sicko..
- wadever lar huh..
- but now everythings is fine..
//runs

MY FAMILY SUX

- finalli hand in the eng compo..
- at least i hand in mah.. den the lee kpkb..
- knn la.. wan to call my mother call lar.. as if i care.. tupid ass..
- how i noe giokhui hand in so fast ah.. she oso nv tell mi mah..
- kpkb so much fer wad.. tis is the first time i pass up ur hw lor..
- diam la.. if not nxt time dun hand in ur homework ah u freak..

- p.e til no mood la.. ask mi run so much.. hate running one lor..
- after recess den i okie le..
- have practical.. quite easy to do..
- bio lesson.. big cow chua act cute seh.. hahaha.. -pengx-
- maths lesson.. mag foo wear until so pretty fer the frst time.. den class keep on disturb her..
- after school we wait fer yuanping at parade sq.. den saw mag foo.. den she chat wif us..
- den we ask mag foo to go wif cheo la.. tat cheo is waiting fer her liaox..
- we went home too..

- slack ard..
- do tuition homework..
- tution
- went swensen wif uncle and cousins
- home
- sleep

- pon-ed the geog remedial
- go there oso no use la.. will be sleeping oso.. so i go home lor..

plan fer my day:
- online fer a while
- sleep
- homework
- dinner
- tuition homework
- online again
- sleep

- duhx...
- slacky life of mine..
- -sigh- nvm..
//runs

- -sigh-
- she juz didnt reply moi...
- -sigh-
- fag~

tong dao zui tong jiu bu hui zai tong le...

- sch as usual..
- home
- slack
//buaix

Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
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What Emotion Dominates you?
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Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

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- sch as usual..
- there's rock band thingy going on in the afternoon
- COOL!
- but there's spoiler la huh.. i ended half way..
- the mr.nath [izit spell tis way?] stop them..
- duhx..
- chit chat at giokhui block dere..
- went home..
- slacking naw..
-//buaix

-found my keys!! finalli..
- its in my mum bag.. -_-|||
- nearly lame till death manx... she took it and denied it..
- yayaya.. wadever..
- at least the key is found..
- gotta do hw liaox..
- cya guys tml..
//runs

- yest arts panache thingy was great..
- daniel chua become our idol sia.. haha..
- i still cant find my keys.. lost them ytd..
- i rmb i bring it home on friday.. but cant find it..
- my mum is going crazy abt losing my keys..
- -roll eyes-
- its juz keys.. and i'm sure its at home.. its juz tat i cant find it..
- wadever la huh..
//buaix

- back
- tml got the speech day thingy.. i;m going.. meeting gay-ry and gwenyth
- sunday's stef bdae chalet.. tink cant make it cos i will be going fer 2 days in a row..
- the third day? i will be killed if i go out..
- -sigh-
- wish to go.. but... -sigh-
- forget it.. she didnt even bother to reply my sms.. ;/
-maybe she's reali bz..
- wadever reasons may it be.. its non of my business ?
- shall stop crapping..
- go bath and orh liaox..
//-sighing away-

- i back freom chee geok hse..
- tat kw is angry wif mi again.. AGAIN..
- dun noe wad i have done wrong man..
- tat gerl is like telling us sth abt jesus and stuff.. they bunch of guys is like kept luffing..
- i onli ask them to keep quiet and respect wad tat girl is doing...
- kw sae i scold him like shit.. but the fact is I DIDNT~
- WADEVER.. let him be.. as long as i tink i'm not in wrong.. even yuhchu agree tat they are a lil not repectful lor..
- juz be it manx
- -sigh-
- hate to be alone..
- when i walk home.. i was alone.. den i start to tink too much..
- blahx...
- okie.. cant stay long la har..
//runs

HAPI APRIL FOOL DAY!!!!

- haha... today was supposed to play tricks on teachers...
- but seems tat all the teachers is not reali in good mood.. and our plan was not able to carry out..

- our trick on mag foo almost make it.. but the bala nxt door is such a spoiler siax..
- at first ah ping was suppose to faint and scare mag foo.. but she dunnoe how to act so kw was told to faint..
- everything was prepared le.. kw have the milk in his mouth alreadi..
- mi,dad-in-law and wenyi was like faning him.. ask him to 'wake up'..
- maybe we was too loud cos we was so excited when mag foo was approaching..
- out of a sudden SOMEONE came in.. i thot it was mag foo as that SOMEONE got the same colour clothes as mag foo..
- i look up.. it was bala.. she was like :wad happen wad happen?
- den i throw the paper on kw face which i use to fan kw and run away..
- reali scare she scold siax..
- den bala complain or tok to mag foo...
- everything juz ended like tat..
- tat SPOILER.. spoil our fun siax..
- forget it.. haha.. last april fool day in 4a3 ended juz like tat

- went home after phy remedial..
- went tok tok wif giokhui. till i forgot the time.. was abt 7 den go home..
- reached home at 7plus plus..
- now here to blog and chat lar..
//*yawnx*