Monday, May 31, 2004

//Series one -
Name: weishan.
Current Location: mum's rm.
Hair Color: black?
Righty or Lefty: righty.
Zodiac Sign: gemini.
Innie or Outtie: both.


// Series two - describe
The shoes you wore today: sch shoes
Your hair: veri brown.
Your eyes: veri small.
Your weakness: rough, valgur, hot temper.
Your fears: heartaches.
Your perfect pizza: wif losta cheese.

// Series three - what is
Your most overused phrase on MSN/AIM: haha lor.
The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: clean teeth. small eyes. slim n tall.
Your best physical features: eyebrows.
Your usual bedtime: 12
Your greatest accomplishment: -
Your best memory: -blank-

// Series four - do you
Smoke: yesh. m a part time smoker.
Cuss: wad's tat?
Sing well: nahx. i sound like a bytch ;p
Take a shower everyday: yup.
Like high school: not reali.
Want to get married: maybe not.
Believe in yourself: no.
Get motion sickness: hur?
Think you're attractive: no.
Think you're a health freak: yesh.
Like thunderstorms: no.

// Series five - in the past month, did/have you
Drank alcohol: no.
Smoked: guess so.
Done a drug: no.
Made Out: no.
Go on a date: no.
Go to the mall: yesh.
Been on stage: no.
Been dumped: no.
Gone skating: no.
Made homemade cookies: no.
Been in love: no.
Stolen anything: no.

// Series six - have you ever?
Played a game that required removal of clothing: nono.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: never.
Been caught "doing something": no la.
Been called a tease: no.
Gotten beaten up: no.
Shoplifted: never.
Changed who you were to fit in: tried. but failed.

// Series seven - the future
Age you hope to be married: 21,22
Numbers and names of children: 3
What age do you want to die: 80?
What do you want to be when you grow up: designer

// Series eight - currently
Current clothes: tshirt wif garfield printed -childish lar-
Current mood: -_______-
Current taste: -blank-
Current Smell: ciggs frm my dad
Current favourite groups: F.I.R
Current worry: how m i going to spend my jun hols.

oh. chinese o ishx over.
da papers all quite okie la.
m afraid wad will be my result.
i dun wanna cry ahx.
yeah yeah yeah!
i got moi veri first bdae present of da year.
buahahaha.
its frm kimberly golden eunice lee hui lin.
buahahaha.
thanks girl. i love tat present. :)
dad got a new cam.
finalli a digi cam.
sony: cyber-shot.
not da model i wan lehx.
but anyway its not fer mi. its fer his job. ;/
nvm.
shall stop being crappy.
//runs

Sunday, May 30, 2004

mugging fer chinese os.

da feeling suddenly came to mi:
i thot i'll put him in my heart till da end of my life.
i thot i would feel da pain fer long.
i thot i would love him forever.
i thot he will be touched one day.
i thot he would love mi some day.
i thot my love will be returned.
i thot.

but naw.
he ish almost out of my heart.
i no longer feel much pain.
i dun love him anymore.
he was nv touched.
he will never love mi.
my love was never returned.

yet.
i still feel sad.
i still cry.
i miss da good ol' days.
i wish tat all these has nv happen.
why?

but i noe.
all ish fated.
we were meant to mit.
and onli meant to be frenx.

and.
i will nv forget da day.
da day when he tell mi all those shit.
da day when i noe he will nv be mine anymore.
da day.
:(
//runs



i'm a silly bytch.

Saturday, May 29, 2004

went to woodland library wif my mic and chel.
chel was glued to her darl.
so mic and mi study ourselves.
i did study.
reali hope tat i can do well.
so sianx ahx.
gonna start my diet on da 2nd of june.
my bdae ish approaching and guess wad?
i still have to plan it myself wif giokhui.
wad a big surprise. -roll eyes-
might as well forget abt everything.
fuck can.
read this : fuck
mum and dad took leave on tat day.
mic and chel sae wanna bring mi go clubbing.
CLUBBING. bring mi go some more.
i'm so mountian tortoise.
nerd ehx. nv go clubbing b4.
buahaha.
wonder if i'm allow to stay out late. ;/
//runs




i hate my boobs
cho
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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glass heart
Heart of Glass


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Friday, May 28, 2004

went to sch wif mum.
chua sae i'm da worst.
worst den anyone in da class.
got nth to sae.
guess i have gib up on my studies.
i wan to study hard,
but juz juz dun have da hart yea.
wadever.
//runs
3 more days to chi o
m still here slacking.
mum will be going to sch lata.
-sigh-
i still gt no mood.
slack ish all i can do now.
-sigh-
i'm down.
no reason.
//runs
LAYER ONE: What is your..?
-- Name: weishan
-- Birth date: 010688
-- Birthplace: thomson medical center
-- Current Location: mum's rm.
-- Eye Color: black.
-- Hair Color: redishx ah.
-- Height: 168/9
-- Right handed or Left handed: right handed.

LAYER TWO:
-- Heritage: hur?
-- Weakness: veri vulgur, bad temper.
-- Biggest fears: heartaches.
-- Your perfect pizza: wif lotsa cheese.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: study design in tp and be a designer.

LAYER THREE: Your…?
-- Most overused phrase(s): chee bye la. [kw told mi de]
-- Thoughts first waking up: can i dun go sch.
-- Best physical feature: eyebrows.
-- Usual bedtime: abt 12.
-- Most missed memory: pri sch days. days wif yakult. candy's bdae wif kerine and da bunch of frenx.

LAYER FOUR: Preferences..?
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BK.
-- Single or group dates: group dates.
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: lipton Iced Tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: both.
-- Cappuccino or Latte: Latte.

LAYER FIVE: Do you…?
-- Smoke: yesh. i'm a part time smoker. onli smoke when dere's free cigs. lol.
-- Sing : seldom.
-- Take a shower every day: at least 2 times a day.
-- Have a crush(es): not reali la.
-- Do you think you've been in love: nope.
-- Like high school: duhx. i hate school.
-- Want to get married: no.
-- Believe in yourself: never.
-- Get motion sickness: hur?
-- Think you're attractive: never lax.
-- Think you're a health freak: yup.
-- Get along with your parents: soso.
-- Like thunderstorms: nope.
-- Play an instrument: nahx.

LAYER SIX: In the past month, you’ve…?
-- Drank alcohol: nope.
-- Gone on a date: nahx.
-- Gone to the mall: yup.
-- Eaten sushi: ya.
-- Been on stage: nahx.
-- Been dumped: nope.
-- Gone skating: no.
-- Shoplifted: will never do it.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nono.

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 21
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 to 3 :)
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: dunnoe lehx.
-- How do you want to die: peacefully.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? DESIGNER.

LAYER NINE: In a girl/boy, you would want…?
-- Best eye color: brown.
-- Best hair color: anything.
-- Short or long hair: anything lor.
-- Height: must be at less 10 cm taller den mi.
-- Weight: normal wt.
-- Best first date location: dunnoe.

LAYER TEN: List the number of:
-- Drugs taken illegally: 0
-- People I trust with my life: lotsa.
-- CDs that I own: 4 energy's cd n many others
-- Piercings: 2
-- Tattoos: 0
-- Times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 0 .
-- Scars on my body: >20
-- Things in my past that I regret: lotx

Thursday, May 27, 2004

i'm here.
god damn shit.
i'm da second in class. second last.
da 39th.
cool eh.
first time i'm quite last.
tat's scares mi.
badly.
wad have i become.
juz a lump of shit.
;/
//runs

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

naw i recieved more den 10 msg from da icq.
well tat idiot claim tat he ish a hacker.
i didnt bother to reply.
fuck it.
i didnt left any of my no. online.
so how he hack mi?
god noes. -roll eyes-
fuck fuck fuck.
hey everybody.
plish remove da www. of any blogspot diary links.
wif da www. ppl cant view da links.
:)

-screams-
i dunnoe who da heck kept calling my hp.
private no. .
tat person called and give mi more den 20 miss call.
once i pick up, that person will put down.
fuck it.-point middle finger-
waste $0.80 fer picking up.
nobody ans. tat pperson juz put down.
it still ringing naw.
hey bloody idiot.
if u gt nth to do. plish fist fuck ur own ass.
stop pestering mi.
if u got and thing impt to tell mi, juz speak.
if not, plish fuck off.
private no. somemore.
keep hanging it. den it will call back in 5 mins.
den that person call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down x 100 times
-screams-
its irritating.
i have put it in silent mode.
let's see how many miss call tat person can give mi.
fuck tat person.

EL carnival.
quite fun la.
watched maid in manhattan. funni and sweet.
shld have stay at hm la.
so tired.
have to revise.
//runs




i'm fine.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

so sad.
have been observing my grandpa while i was in my grandparents hse.
it sadden mi.
poor old man.
he ish quiet. sitting alone.
he tried to communicate wif da kids. nobody bothers to ans him.
when he smoked, everyone will start to sae tish and tat.
even da kids do it.
he was asked to smoke at da kitchen.
da onli place i can find him now ish da kitchen or his rm.
no long in da living rm. not anywhere else.
:(
mi and my bro used to respect him sooo much
he ish a different old man now.
he used to have every say.
now. ppl even shout at him. even da kids.
wonder wad's wrong wif da ppl dere.
if i have a say i will kick all their ass.
they are teaching da wrong things to da kids. :(
i mean they are my relatives and i shldnt sae much.
but while i look at my grandpa. i look into his eyes.
he ish sad. :(
he spoke softly.
timid.
didnt wad to do. cos its seems that he ish always at fault.
even switching on da fan will get scolded.
wad the world have become.
i got no topic to tok to him. if not i will tok to him.
-sigh-
poor grandpa.
he ish so old now. left wif lil time on earth.
yet he feels no love.
everybody will be crying IF he ish gone.
wad's the point.
shld love him now. not lata.
dun understand wad they are thinking.
all my grandpa can do now ish complain to my dad.
and my dad?
dont dare to say a thing.
he didnt mention a thing.
or he juz dun wanna kick a big fuss? ;/
lol.
//runs
cramps cramps and more cramps!!!
its killing mi!!!

oh ya. ytd i was walking to my mum rm.
and *bang*
i knock my elbow onto my da wall. -duhx-
its still hurt now.
i dun have blueblack.
but its da bone or nerve or wad that ish in pain. ;/
pain! pain! pain!
PMS somemore.
was luffing at ms oh de pms ytd. den i got it last nite.
-whine-
i thot my period wld be late.
but it was on time fer da first time. ;/
da veri first time.
the cramps ish down til my legs.
sucks sucks sucks

not much lesson today.
play some games. and slack.
tuti once told mi:
feeling shag = feeling of having sex.
sth like tat.
buahahaha.
shall not use tat word again. :D
//runs




miss da good old days

Monday, May 24, 2004

hey. i bought Avril's new album!!!!
she ish juz soooo cool and punkie :)
dere ish a free poster. [da advertisement said so.] but....
its folded into squares and stuff in da packing.
arghhhhh!!!!!
when i open da poster. i cant even see her face properly.
might as well dun give can. -roll eyes-
wadever :)

nicole: a math sucks sucks sucks!!!!!

told my mum abt my result in a joking way.
she ish like:WADDDDDDDDDDD??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well. i alreadi fail everything. ;/
she asked mi to study real well next time.
okie. i will. TRY.
i'm not going to drop any subject. i will try my best lar.
if reali tink cannot make it. i dun go on da day of o level lor. ;/
alright. shall stop my nonsense. ;p
//runs



i love AVRIL. YES YES!! I LOVE HER!!!!!!
hair check today.
everybody was like:
'weishan ur hair!' 'ur hair!' 'ur hair sure kena one.' 'wan to put water not' 'u nv bring spray aah?' 'aiyo ur hair so reeeeeddddddd!'
den i thot:
'die la.. sure kena de. ' 'dun check mi! i dun wan to get up' 'i dun wanna get scolded' 'i dun wan to dye black!!!' 'die die die'
but gods noes y. even billie tan didnt ask mi to go in front.
even huilin, ms oh and yc all get away :)
wonder y.

hur hur. got back ALL da papers today.
i fail like shit. totalli shit.
pass onli 2.
2. ;/

english:: compo - 8/30
func.writing - 10/30
compre - 6/25
summary - 4/25


mt:: yin yong wen - 9/20
zhou wen - 27.5/50
paper1 - 36.5/70
listening - 20/20
oral - 21/30
da first time i did soooooooo badly fer mt. -fuck it-


add maths:: 19.5/80?


e maths:: paper1 - 46/80
paper2 - 53.5/100


sci(chem):: paper1 - 14/20
paper2 sect A - 16/45
paper2 sect B - 7/20


sci(phy):: paper1 - 10/20
paper2 sect A - 22/45
paper2 sect B - 9/20

s.s:: 19/50

geog:: sect A Q1 - 2/10
Q2 - 4/15
sect B Q6 - 8/25

da worst result i ever got in my life. :(
fucking sad now. wonder how m i going to tell my mum abt it. how m i going to explain tish shitty result.
guess i didnt work hard enuff.
maybe i shld start bucking up.
its going to be june soon. o levels is getting nearer.
i'm so scared. wad if i didnt pass my o?
:(
feel like giving up.
//runs



i love him not.

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Avril Lavigne - He Wasn't
From the album "Under My Skin" [out on monday 24may2004]

There's not much going on today
I'm really bored , it's getting late
What happened to my Saturday
And Monday's comin' the day I hate

Sit in my bed alone
Staring at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought now
He wouldn't even open up the door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

This when I start to bite my nails
And clean my room when all else fails
I think it's time for me to bail
(To bail)
This point of view is getting stale

Sit in my bed alone
Staring at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought now
He wouldn't even open up the door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

Uh uh.....

Na na.....

We all got choices

Na na.....

We all got voices

Na na.....

Stand up make some noise

Na na.....

Stand up make some noise

Sit in my bed alone
Stareing at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought now
He wouldn't even open up the door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for
x2

Uh uh.....

Na na.....



it wasnt tat hurt anymore

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Eamon - "Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)"

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

[Verse 1:]
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

[Chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

[Verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah




Frankee - "Fuck You Right Back"

Oh oh
oooh
no no no

(You know there is two sides to every story)

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
talkin' shit like a snitch
why you write a song 'bout me
if you really didn't care
you wouldn't wanna share
tellin' everybody just how you feel

What I did was your fault somehow
the presents,I threw all that shit out
don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what your,fuck you right back

What I did was your fault somehow
the presents,I threw all that shit out
don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what your,fuck you right back

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all along (ha ha ha ha)
I had to do your friend
now you want me to come back
you must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
fuck it,I faked it,i'll rent you out
fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
well guess what your,your sex was wack

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
fuck it,I faked it,i'll rent you out
fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
well guess what your,your sex was wack

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

You questioned did I care
maybe I would howl if you wanna come to me
now it's over
but I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't swear bad cause I got to go

What I did was your fault somehow
the presents,I threw all that shit out
don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what your,fuck you right back.
And you smell like pooo


Friday, May 21, 2004

ive got nth to blog.
kaya and her darl's 10th month anni today.
HAPPI ANNIVERSARY!!!!!

i'm bored.
//runs

things are driving mi crazy.
BRAVE NEW GIRL [britneyspears]

She's gonna pack her bags
She's gonna find her way
She's gonna get right out of this
She don't want New York
She don't want L.A.
She's gonna find that special kiss
She don't want no sleep
She don't want no high
Oh, like peaches ‘n' cream
She's gonna wish on stars and touch the sky
Ah, you know what I mean

She wants a good time
No need to rewind
She needs to really really find what she wants
She lands on both feet
Won't take a back seat
There's a brave new girl
And she's comin' out tonight

She's gonna step outside
Uncover her eyes
Who knew she could feel so alive
Her M.O.'s changed
She don't wanna behave
Ain't it good to be a brave girl tonight

Tonight, it's alright
A brave girl tonight

So she met this man
He was kinda rough
He said, girl, whatcha lookin' for
She said, I don't know
I go with the flow
He said, let's get on the floor
He said, you look real cute with your low ride jeans
And your pink little baby tee
Let's get a room, girl
Come and ride with me

She wants a good time
No need to rewind
She needs to really really find what she wants
She lands on both feet
Won't take a back seat
There's a brave new girl
And she's coming out tonight

She's gonna step outside
Uncover her eyes
Who knew she could feel so alive
Her M.O.'s changed
She don't wanna behave
Ain't it good to be a brave girl tonight

Tonight, it's alright
A brave girl tonight
Tonight, it's alright
A brave new girl tonight

keep on

She's gonna step outside
Uncover her eyes
Who knew she could feel so alive
Her M.O.'s changed
She don't wanna behave
Ain't it good to be a brave girl tonight
Tonight it's alright
A brave girl tonight

Tonight, it's alright
A brave girl tonight
A brave girl tonight
A brave girl tonight

getting tired.

Thursday, May 20, 2004

ramesh ramesh. waste da time again.
never finish all da practical test.
spend half of da time drying test tube.
after da practical mi and giokhui went to compass point[@ seng kang].
juz slack ard. walk walk see see.
sms wif sherwin fer awhile.
decide to go back hm.
den we dream on da bus again.
we are always dreaming. abt after o and stuff.
cant stop luffing till she get off da bus. lol.
went hm.
here i am. rotting.
shall revise fer da o level mt paper lata.
//runs

its mr n mrs mogers one mth anni. :)

once again, happi one mth anniversary :)

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

went to watch TROY wif gh, kaya n mrs moger.
nice movie.
sit until my butt numbed sehx.
duhx.
-whine- tml ish marking day. yet we gotta go to sch becos of mr rubbish. yea yea yea. always eat up our time. -point middle finger-
shack la.
gonna buck up le. o's approching.
chinese o ish juz on da 31st. rite before my bdae. how m i going to make it.

m here to wish mr and mre moger an early hapi first month!! :)

//runs


i kept telling myslf tat i'll be okie soon. but when?
pretty boring.
finish da last paper!!!! -cheers-
found tish test on shijie and kerine's blog.
check it out?
http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test02.htm


1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 45% and expect 55% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.


i'm still feeling da pain. its killing mi.

Monday, May 17, 2004

SURVEY SURVEY!! YEAH!!!


1. What do you wish you had been named?
anything other den weishan.

2. What is the nickname most people call you?
weishan, yi zhou shan, shan.

3. Do you plan to change your name when you're 18?
yup. add a english name.

4. If you could become any age you wanted, right now, what age would it be and why?
3. a kid ish always hapi.

5. Why is (every colour) your favorite colour?
juz love da colour.

6. If your first choice of careers doesn't work out, what would you choose as a "backup?"
kindergarden teacher.

7. What holiday could you easily do without?
valentine.

8. Assuming you have a crush on somebody, what is it exactly that you like about him/her?
If you don't have a crush, what is the one quality that the person absolutely has to have?
i like everything abt him. da one quality.. he must be reali nice.

9. What singer or band can you imitate the best?
none.

10. If your life were a book, what genre would it be?
hur. i dunnoe.

11. Do you worry about finding your soul mate and getting married?
quite.

12. If you could choose how to die, how would you?
die peacfully.

13. If you were the opposite sex for a day, would you have sex with somebody of the same sex that you used to be (ex: if you're a girl and turned into a guy for a day, would you have sex with a girl, and vice versa for guys), and why/why not?
HELL YES. cos i have being wondering y guy thinks that sex ish so shiok.


FAVORITES


Type of chocolate: White

Eye color: brown

Dog breed: i noe nth abt dog breed.

Period in history: duhx

Word to use when you want to sound smart: hur hur. i m stupid.

Candle scent: lavander.

Method of communication (in person, telephone, etc): hp. face to face.

Language: chinese.

Famous painting: -shrugs-

Weather: drizzle

Summer activity: SWIM!

Winter activity: snow fight?

Computer game: dun have

Boredom-buster: -blank-

Newspaper comic: garfield?

Section in a bookstore: horoscope stuff.

Sex/romantic scene in a movie: lol.


EITHER/OR

Elvis or Madonna? elvis

Green or red? red

Sci-fi thriller or trashy romance? both.

Martial arts or yoga? martial arts

Lollipop or Hershey's Kiss? hershey's kiss.

When you sleep, bedroom door open or closed? close.

Jacket or sweatshirt? jacket.

Radio or CDs? radio.

Recliner chair or cushion on the floor? dunnoe.

Bunk bed: top or bottom? top.

Handwriting or typing? typing.

Chicken Soup: the book or the food? both.

Ballet or jazz? neither.
emath p1 was quite easy. hope tat i will pass.
phy tml.
got nth to do at home.
sian
sian
SIAN
//runs

Sunday, May 16, 2004

sms wif yuan ping [ms oh] last nite.
she read my blog and ask mi if i'm fine.
den we chat a lil n she's gone.
her sms is exceeding again. lol.
and always is.
after saying gdnite wif yp, i sms xiaoling.
tell her some things.
she comfort mi and i went to slp.
hur hur. i'm crazy over tish newbie : huang yi da.
duhx. and my bro sae that i'm r e t a r d e d
yida ish veeeeeeerrrrrrrriiiiiiiii c u t e!
okie. i'm retarded.
totalli crazy. ;/
waste da whole sunday. again.
gonna study fer emath p1.
actualli oso no nid to study la. its like, i alreadi fail everything.
-duhx-
wadever. -roll eyes-
//runs


i cant stop cutting
Name one person who comes to mind in each question

1. Always make you laugh
--> keith wif her silly joke.

2. Always make you angry
--> my dad always irritate mi.

3. Always make fun of you
--> kahwah.

4. Always be there for you
--> my friends. but sometime dere ish reali no one.

5. Always buy present for you
--> family

6. Always hangout with you
--> GIOKHUI

7. Always smile at you
--> buahaha. dunnoe lehx.

8. Always pay for you?
--> dad and mum.

9. Always drive you around
--> my uncle.

10. Always ask homework question
--> yeeching. haha.

11. Always need your help
--> yeeching :P


12. Always make you wait
--> i m da one who ish always late. naw giokhui is trying to pick up tish skill.

13. Always sleep in class
--> ms oh lor.

14. Always cannot make up his/her mind
--> xl lax. haha.

15. Always late for class
--> no one la.

16. Never take a bus/train/aeroplane
--> dunnoe.

17. Has messy hair
--> chengze lor.

18. Untidy
--> damien's hand writing.

19. Someone you love?
--> my friends.

20. Last but not the least... any idol?
--> HUANG YIDA!

Saturday, May 15, 2004

waste da whole sat afternoon. slack da whole day.
emaths paper 1 on monday.
cant be bothered.
gd luck guys!
cried ytd.
when will i be fine man?
oso dunnoe wad to blog nowadays.
fill my blog wif lotsa survey. lol.
-sigh-
shall go do something abt da next few paper. ;/
//runs



if onli u cld understand da pain.
Message: if u are a guy. tell us wat u wan ur gal to be like... if u are a gal, then tell us wat u wan ur guy to be like...

1. hair colour:
-kim mo.

2. eye colour:
-brown :)

3. skin tone:
-tanned. anything la.

4. long or short hair:
-as long as da hair suit him

5. piercings:
-tongue. on da face. wadever he like.

6. scars:
-as long as its not VERI ugly can le bahx.

7. big butt or little:
-no big butt plishx.

8. straight:
-if not how come he like girls. but crooked guys oso quite cute sometimes. bi i still can accept la. but if he break becos of gay, i will kill myself.

9. outgoing or shy:
-both

10. sarcastic or sincere:
-both

11. shld he/she have a best fren?:
-yea.

12. shld he/she love his mom:
-yea

13. shld he/she watch gal movies:
-huh?

14. be sweet:
-yup

15. be smart:
-not reali.

16. be funny:
-of cos.

17. smoker?:
-it doesnt matter if he smokes or nt cos i'm a part time smoker too. but if he does, will encourage him to quit.

18. drink:
-i'm okie wif it.

19. play wit ur hair:
-duhx.

20. kiss on the first date?:
-no way. he must be despo denx.

21. bring u gift?:
-on special days bahx.

22. lay under the stars wit u:
-yup. tat's like hhhhhhhhooooooooooowwwwwwwww sweet.

23. write poetry abt ya:
-no thx. hahax. okie. if he wants.

24. call u honey, sweetie or baby:
-anything bahx.

25. hang out wit u n ur frens:
-of cos la.

26. hold ur hand:
-yea :)

27. sing to u:
-if he can sing well. if not. no thanks.

28. u wld like her/his interest to be:
-good ones.

29. play guitar or piano:
-piano.

30. one last condition:
-love mi truly.
Message: if u are a guy. tell us wat u wan ur gal to be like... if u are a gal, then tell us wat u wan ur guy to be like...

1. hair colour:
-kim mo.

2. eye colour:
-brown :)

3. skin tone:
-tanned. anything la.

4. long or short hair:
-as long as da hair suit him

5. piercings:
-tongue. on da face. wadever he like.

6. scars:
-as long as its not VERI ugly can le bahx.

7. big butt or little:
-no big butt plishx.

8. straight:
-if not how come he like girls. but crooked guys oso quite cute sometimes. bi i still can accept la. but if he break becos of gay, i will kill myself.

9. outgoing or shy:
-both

10. sarcastic or sincere:
-both

11. shld he/she have a best fren?:
-yea.

12. shld he/she love his mom:
-yea

13. shld he/she watch gal movies:
-huh?

14. be sweet:
-yup

15. be smart:
-not reali.

16. be funny:
-of cos.

17. smoker?:
-it doesnt matter if he smokes or nt cos i'm a part time smoker too. but if he does, will encourage him to quit.

18. drink:
-i'm okie wif it.

19. play wit ur hair:
-duhx.

20. kiss on the first date?:
-no way. he must be despo denx.

21. bring u gift?:
-on special days bahx.

22. lay under the stars wit u:
-yup. tat's like hhhhhhhhooooooooooowwwwwwwww sweet.

23. write poetry abt ya:
-no thx. hahax. okie. if he wants.

24. call u honey, sweetie or baby:
-anything bahx.

25. hang out wit u n ur frens:
-of cos la.

26. hold ur hand:
-yea :)

27. sing to u:
-if he can sing well. if not. no thanks.

28. u wld like her/his interest to be:
-good ones.

29. play guitar or piano:
-piano.

30. one last condition:
-love mi truly.

Friday, May 14, 2004

new one. *kerine, copy copy! haha. :D


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. weishan
2. yi zhou shan
3. shan

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. being a gd listener
2. love to be alone
3. quiet and loud at da same time.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. too shy sometime.
2. everything abt myself
3. always like someone who i can never b wif.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why dere's no true love
2. Why do guys juz love gerls who ish chio and wif hour glass shape figure?
3. why m i born ugly?

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. mum and dad's nagging.
2. when i cant use my com and hp.
3. my 'f a t n e s s'.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. insects
2. ghosts
3. heartaches

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cash
2. lemon tea?
2. ez-link

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
1. -
2. -
3. -

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. ...
2. sleep early.
3. study hard.


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleep.
2. Daydream.
3. sleep.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. e 700a
2. more cash
3. a new bag/ flip flop/shoe

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. interior designer
2. designer
3. child care center teacher. lolx.

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. genting?
2. japan?[i would like to go]
3. Taiwan?[i would like to go]

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. tell everyone i love them esp those i once loved or crush on.
2. ask them to treasure life.
3. wish them happiness.


dun wanna tink abt it
ANSWER BRIEFLY: Who/What comes
to your mind when
these things are mentioned?

Mornings:
- SCHOOL -whine-

Lunch:
- FOOD.

Afternoons:
- REMEDIAL!

Evenings:
- Dinner. grandma hse.

Mall:
- shopping. loitering. smoking. good old days wif yakult, bing and many many more.

Movie:
- cold.

Arcade:
- ???

Restos:
- ???

Carparks:
- carbon monoxide?

Music:
- chinese pop.

Cars:
- my uncle.

Chocolate:
- Mars.

Beer:
- calsburg? [izzit spelled tish was?]

Cream Puffs:
- creamy

Blue:
- sky.

Green:
- YUCKS.

Yellow:
- used to be my fav colour.

Orange:
- orange.

Hate:
- myself.

---Which do you Prefer---

1.WHITE OR RED ROSES?
- neither.

2.ORIGINAL OR COPY?
- original.

3.FAME, FORTUNE OR BOTH?
- neither.

4.RICKY MARTIN OR WILLIAM HUNG(AMERICAN IDOL)?
- William la. he ish juz soooo nice.

5.INCUBUS CONCERT OR KEITH MARTIN CONCERT?
- ???

6.CSI OR CSI:MIAMI?
- ?

7.MULLET, MOHAWK, OR DREADLOCKS?
- ???

8.LIFE OR DEATH?
- Death.

9.RING(JAPANESE VER) OR THE RING(AMERICAN VER)?
- Jap.

10.MUDSLIDE OR BAILEYS
- neither.

----Question & Answer----

1.If you were the very last person on earth,
- i shall die denx.

2.If you could kill someone with no problems at all, who would it be?
- dunoe leh. myself bahx.

3.Do you agree with Same-Sex Marriage?
- if she ish the 'mr rite'or 'mrs rite'.

4.If you were in a party at Europe and someone with the same sex kissed you on the lips, what would you do?
- haha.

6.If you could turn back time, What year would you turn the time back to?
- duhx

7.If you could change your age, what age would you change yourself into?
- 3

----About secrets----

1.Do you have a crush?
- yea.

2.Is he/she in your friends list
- ya.

3.how long has he/she been your crush?
- dunnoe la. abt 4 yrs?

4.what is first letter of his/her name?
- ha.

5.Name a song that you want to personally sing in front of him/her?
- no song.

6.In your whole life, Have you ever puffed the magic dragon?
- wad da hell ish tat.

7.When was the last time you got drunk?
- never yet.

---Last Question---

SPECIFICALLY, Name someone who will/might answer this survey?
- ha. dunnoe leh.

Thursday, May 13, 2004

yet another one.

1. Favorite breakfast is: mac's big breakfast ba.

2. The movie I've watched the most number of times is: MY SASSY GIRL

3. Least favorite subject in sec school: sciences. pure bio

4. I spend my leisure time: slp. rot. slack.

5. Worst smell: -

6. If I could have any car in the world, what would it be?: dunno leh.

7. Favorite household chore: none. lol. :x

8. When I was a kid, I dreamed of becoming a: teacher. lawyer. nurse.

9. Favorite colors: any colour except green.

10. Favorite perfumes: -

11. When I die : -cheers-

12. If I could repeat college, I'd take up: arts?

13. Three things I can't leave home without: hp, cash, ez link.

14. First thing I bought with my first salary: haben work b4.

15. I'd like to be remembered as: a crazy woman.

16. If a book was made into a movie, would you still bother buying the book?: nope. haha.

17. Specialty in cooking?: -

18.First crush?: i forgot ish kah ming or kelvin.

19. Favorite hangouts: town?

20. Best place to shop?: duhx. i dunnoe.

21. Do you like to watch plays?: nahx.

22. Favorite place in the house?: my rm.

23. Best gift you've given?: erm. dunnoe.

24. Weirdest gift you've received: erm. no weird stuff so far.

25. Gift that you want to receive at this moment: love from my frenx.
too bored in da afternoon.

==FIRST==

First best friend: siew ying.
First date: -
First break-up: -
First self purchased album: a pirated cd. lol.
First pets: hamsters
First piercing/tattoo: sec1, ears
First enemy: i dun rmb le.
First play/musical/performance: dunnoe.

==CURRENT==

Current marital status: single. SINGLE
Current thoughts: -sigh- him and stuffs
Current emotions: calm
Current wonder: y do i still tink and tink
Current instrument played: ? window media player?
Current need: a hug? a teddy to hug.

==LAST==

Last cigarette: a week ago
Last kiss: -
Last good cry: a week ago
Last movie seen: van helsing
Last beverage drank: soya bean
Last food consumed: yon tau fu.
Last crush: him
Last phone call: mum.
Last tv show watched: dunnoe. sth on channel 5
Last time showered: tish afternoon
Last shoes worn: sch shoe.
Last cd played: 5566-1st album
Last item bought: coca cola
Last annoyance: bio paper.
Last disappointment: a week ago when he told mi we will be fren always.
Last time wanting to die: everyday i will tink of dying.
Last shirt worn: school uni.
Last website visited: blogger.


my hart ish still broken. y.
bio. another killer paper.
ms low said tat i have done badly fer my mt papers.
i thot da paper was okie?
-shrugs-
tink i have to work hard fer prelim denx.
geog tml.
dun tink i can make it.
go to slp le.

//runs


sigh.

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

da bill ish here.
$58++
i'm dead.
tink my hp will be confiscate by my dad.
i tink he mean it.
duhx.
how m i goign to live without it.
mum start nagging.

//runs
juz got hm.
went hm wif mr and mrs moger.
after tat mr moger and mi sat at her downstair and chat.
he's a emotional boi la.
after tat went to have lunch alone.
went to rachel hse to take my book. but she's not at hm.
den i was suppose to take da lift to downstair ya.
i heard some whispers at a corner.
i decided to take a look.
i was so shock by da scene la. i thot there wont be anybody dere la. den i saw a couple.
-duhx-
tink ish 2 gerls la. i tink.
was so paisae. they are hanky panky dere. they look at mi, i look at them.
i smile and run away.
-duhx-
so paisae ahx... den i faster take da lift and walk hm.
shack.
tok to mr moger da whole afternoon.
dun tink i'm going to study bio.
going to rest.

//runs

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

duhx. i'm craving for ciggs at tis time.
-whine-
i fucking nid it.
-whine-
have to bear wif it.
cant smoke now. not onli now. i mean. okie fer now.
find one day den go smoke la.
i fucking nid ciggs naw.
-whine-
shack.
got tish from friendster. too bored. so decide to do it again. ppl, maybe u shld copy. do it and paste it on ur blog too? :)


Would u choose to like someone but she/he doesnt love you?
= i would secretly like tat person. -shake head-

-What if u got a stead le..but u like another girl/guy again?
= see how la. if i like another person better den break lor. dun wan to cheat ppl feeling la.

-Do u haf the guts to tell these guy/gal that u love them?
= no. later their partner come slap mi sehx. :x

-Do you believe in love?
= not reali.

-Does it last forever?
= when u found da rite one it will last.

-Being a friend is it better to be stead?
= not veri sure. -shrugs-

-After a break up..is it possible to be friend again like u use to be wif him/her before u two r stead?
= its hard. but tink can.

-Does look really matter?
= quite. i mean i have to face tat person almost everyday.

-If u got a stead...do him/her really understand you?
= ya. tink so.

-What is love?
= love is when somebody juz accept who u are, giv u concern and care, be wif u all da time, hold ur hand to let u noe his dere, hug u to let u feel da warmth.

-How are u going to tell him/her that you like him/her?
= juz sae. eh i like u.

-Do you scared of being rejected?
= i'm numbed. lol.


can somebody juz save mi from da pain?
cant slp last nite.
read my personal diary. its full of craps. its full of him. a gerl and her. ha. my life ish in a mess. -duhx-
finalli fall aslp at 1 plus. yet woke up at 4 plus.
e maths paper 2.
not enuff time to finsh. again.
ya ya. bull shit. and more bull shit.
at home naw. got nth to do.
bored.
chem tml. gonna flung it too.
feel like quiting sch.
dun feel like studying anymore.
sch sux -roll eyes-
june holiday ish coming!!! i dun care. i gonna enjoy myself.
shack. shall slack fer a while and study fer chem lata.

//runs

Monday, May 10, 2004

using da com secretly naw.
ha. tink i've flung my ss and a mathx.
tat's too cute. ;/
was writing da ss and i was writing my last sentence, teo ah beng announced tat time up. totali fuck up. anyway i did da wrong format as i got not enuff time.
a math was a killer. totali dead. lotsa blank.
-sigh-
e math p2 tml.
juz hope tat i can do well denx.
still slacking here. how m i going to do well?
having tuition tonite.
fucking tired.
had headaches now.
used too much brain cell le. -duhx-
shack.

//runs

i tend to forget things easily. but y not tis time?

Sunday, May 09, 2004

well well.
ms oh pang seh mi again. ha.
-duhx-
have to study myself denx. ;/
sian ahx.
meeting my dearest ms oh later. 1.30. khatib mac
shack.
cant slp last nite.
finalli fall aslp at 3 am.
woke up at 10. all thx to ma mum.
still have no mood to study or revise.
-whine-
okie. i want to study.
i wan to study!
i will study!
went friendster.
reali cant stand my sis's new look. not veri used to it
juz look like a lil boy. ha.
a lil boy that i wan to hug. haha.
but she's totalli str8. -roll eyes-
tat crazy gerl. -shake head-
juz becos da teacher sae her shoulder length hair too long.
-shake head-
ss and a math tml.
gd luck everybody!
:)



why do i still feel da heartaches sometimes?

Saturday, May 08, 2004

-back-
muahahaha. ms oh was like how slow. now den ask mi who da he. duhx. haha. she's oso like heartbroken now. will be miting her tml fer last minute study. hmm. shall cheer her up tml. k la. cant luff at her here. she will be reading.. :P she gonna kill mi manx. -duhx-
//runs
[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - nahsiew
[ x ] Where do you live - yishun

Describe Your
[ x ] Wallet - no wallet.
[ x ] C0mb - i dunnoe how to describe la
[ x ] Toothbrush – oral b
[ x ] Pillow cover - alots of colourful dots.
[ x ] Blanket - flowery one.
[ x ] Coffee cup - plastic cup.
[ x ] Sunglasses - dun have any.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Red n Blue

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my head - -i wan to get numb-
[ x ] you Wishing – da pain can be gone soon
[ x ] After this - dinner.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now- da gang.
[ x ] Is next to you - air.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - gonna celebrate my bdae at marche or where ever
[ x ] The last thing you ate - indian rojak
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - heartaches.
[ x ] Do you like candles – yea.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - not reali.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness – yup.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy- laziness.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet- a seal.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- not sleeping fer 36 hrs.
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium? - nope.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - of cos not.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite foods - sushi!
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - Woman can do wad a man can.
[ x ] Wt's something you wish you could understand better - man and woman.
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - nina. stef.
[ x ] my mother thinks i am: day dreamer. always tink wad's i'm gonna do after o.
[ x ] my grandma thinks i am: useless woman? wadever. to her, my bro ish always beta.
[ x ] my boyfriend/girlfriend(or ex-s) thinks i am: -
[ x ] your three best qualities – a lil boylish. always da bro of da boys. be myself always.
[ x ] three worst qualities – laziness, too boylish, weirdo.
[ x ] mAKes u happy- ciggs, money, blahx.
[ x ] upsets you - heartaches.
[ x ] you keep a diary - blog.
[ x ] you like to cook - love, but hate washin up.
[ x ] you have a secret you have not shared with anyone - yup.
[ x ] you bite your fingernails - from da age of 5.
[ x ] you want more piercings - Eyebrows. tongue. more on da ears.
[ x ] you want more tattoos - no way. maybe my husband name. -duhx-
[ x ] you drink - any drinks tat is drinkable.
[ x ] you like cleaning - no at all.
[ x ] Have you ever cried over a boy/girl – yea.
[ x ] you like roller coasters - yesh.
[ x ] ever lied to someone - yup.
[ x ] ever been in a fist fight - nope.
[ x ] ever been arrested - never.
had amath tuition tis afternoon.
mit gen, fag.tong, gh and yingsheng at kfc fer study. mr and mrs moger decided to go hm.
didnt study at all. i went dere. eat a cheese fries. pack up and go hm
-duhx-
shack can. monday ish alreadi exam le. and i'm still slacking.
sian ah!
-_-"
boring. watching tv now.
juz hope tat i can do well fer mid yr. ya. juz sitting in front of com and tv. ;/
gonna post da qns things again.
got nth to blog le.
//runs


i thot i'm already fine. i thot..

Friday, May 07, 2004

sch was short today. was quite bored. totali restless todae.
after sch went study wif giokhui at chong pang kfc. after awhile she decided to go hm.
went to find kw at 200+ da mac. study wif gen, cg, kw and fag. was luffing like crazy.
haha.
went home at abt 6. quite tired.
miting dem tml again.
feeling slacky now.
blahx.
//runs

Thursday, May 06, 2004

too bored. cant log in to msn. ;/

10 important things inside your
backpack/schoolbag/purse/pouch:

- cash
- ez link
- keys
- tissue paper
- coins
- HP!
- comb
- discman[sometimes]
- magazine
- dunnoe le lax

9 things that you really want right now:

- a hi-fi or mp3 in ma room
- a new hp [e700]
- sort of do a makeover fer my rm
- more cash
- new bag
- new shoes
- new slippers, flipflop
- more tops
- makeover fer myself

8 of your favourite foods:

- SUSHI
- and more sushi
- pizza
- fish and chips [ljs]
- double blahx mushroom burger [bk]
- lemon tea can?
- ermmm...
- reali cant tink of anything liaox.

7 of your closest friends (not in order):

- giokhui
- mrs moger
- mr moger
- kahwah & faggot tong
- kayalingum
- mic, chel
- many many more from 4a3 :)

6 of your fave movies:

- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL!
- okie. some horror movies

5 things in your room :

- mini tv
- bed
- sofa bed[ mt bro's old one]
- cupboard
- books

4 things you ate/drank today:

- ice lemon tea
- soyabean drinks
- cheesy hotdog
- fried rices

3 things you couldn't live without:

- cash
- ma hp
- ma com

2 things you usually read:

- blogs
- and more blogs

1 person you can't forget:
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i'm perfectly alright now.
heee. have nv been so fine b4.
letting go reali make mi feel much beta.
but tink i'm a lil too crazy.
-da crazy women ish back-
crazy.
nv thot tat it's so fast. so soon tat i'm okie le. -duhx-
its gr8 to be bro againx :)
and even have more bros: moger and kahwah.

to all da frenx:
thx fer all da concern, love and care. thx tuti. thx kat. thx nicole. thx mr and mrs moger. thx kahwah. thx giokhui. thx kaya. thx everybody.
:)

see. i'm more hapi den in da past.
its not even friday yet. haha.

floorball during p.e. in da rain. m crazy during da game.
movie after sch wif kw, mr n mrs moger, fag tong n jac tan, giokhui. Van Helsing. quite nice. but dun reali understand. shld go watch ppl.
m luffing crazily wif kw durign da movie. kept making fun of something. jac must be veri irritated by luffster. sorie.
went hm at 6.
dinner.
here i m infront of da com.
a pic of our monkey god ish out. will upload to 4a3 msn grp.
kkx. tat's all fer today.
shall study a lil lata.
//runs


or m i jux covering my pain

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

_____Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Yi ZhUo sHaN oR WeIsHaN
[x] sex: fEmaLe.
[x] my first breath of air: 010688
[x] add: Da NoRtH.
[x] best friends: Da GaNg in 4a3. chel. mic.

_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: da times wif nina.
[x] worst?: erm. tish is still not da worst. i suppose.
[x] first best friend ever: baoyun, siewying.

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: painful when da one u love dun love u.
[x] first love: dun tink i've try true love b4.
[x] love or lust?: lust. ;x
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: to mi, yesh. i'm a gemini.
[x] true or false- all you need is love: half true.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: nope. to mi, tat's in lust.
[x] are you in love right now? no. juz broke my heart.
[x] how many times have you been in love? haben reali in love b4.

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: tall and slim? nice teeth.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not at all.
[x] what kinda hair style?: as long as it suits da guy. spike hair.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: care and concern juz when i nided it.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: town?
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: nahx.

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: dog.
[x] short or long hair: short.
[x] sunshine or rain: rain.
[x] moon or sun: moon.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best fren.
[x] summer or winter: winter.
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters.
[x] play station or nintendo: niether.
[x] car or motorcycle: neither too.
[x] house party or club: dunnoe.
[x] what song are u listening to right now?: some chinese pop.
[x] have you ever almost died?: no. but i wish tat i'm dead.
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: none. its stressful to be singapore kids.
[x] son's name?: nv tink of it..
[x] daughter's name?: sth sweet.
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: duhx...
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex?: character. looks ish onli 2 % of wad i'm looking fer.
[x]Personality-wise: nice, helpful, kind. wadever shit lax.
[x] do others find you attractive?: not at all.
[x] Haf anyone in mind?: juz taken him out of ma mind.
[x] Who is it?: him la.
[x] Like friendster?: okie.
[x] School?: orh pi sai sch. [opss] orchid park sec sch.
well. i'm back to blogger. tink my com is alright le. hope so. erm. sorrie fer da trouble again, esp to nicole and kerine. dey r always de first to change da link :P.. sorie gerls!
can read my other recent entry here
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