survey again.
i'm reali b o r e d.
noe wad?
i'm all alone at home, ;/

1. who do u miss now?
==>nobody.

2. who do u want to talk now?
==>juz anybody. i'm alone.

3. who do u think now?
==>nobody.

4. who do u think ur best best bestfriends?
==>da 4a3s who i always mix wif. my sistas mich, grace, chel and jo.

5. who do u think will betray u?
==>hur hur.

6. who do u think u hate?
==>oh. i dun usualli hate ppl.

7. who do u think hate u?
==>ronald and those who hate my dumb ass bytchy attitude.

8. who is the last person u called?
==>mum.

9. who is the last boring person u talked to?
==>my aunts

10. who do u want to meet?
==>da rite one who suppose to come into my life. and stef.

11. when is the last time u shop?
=>today

12. when is the last time u play internet?
==>naw.

13. when is your bdae?
==>1st of june.

14. when is ur fav. timing?
==>late nitex.

15.when is ur fav. month?
==>months wif long hols.

16. what is ur name?
==>Tay Wei Shan. so yuckie can.

17. what is ur fav. nick name?
==>blueyakult, babysun.

18. what is ur fav. word?
==>fuck.

19. what discribe u most?
==>dumb ass lazy bytchy bytch.

20. what do u hate to eat?
==>i love to eat everything.

21. what do u like to eat?
==>anything tat ish edible.

22. what do u like to buy?
==> yida's, ocean's cd.

23. what is ur worst nightmare?
==>when its real.

24. what is ur fav. dream?
==>there was once i dreamt that we finalli get together.

25. what is ur fav. sweet?
==>blahx. juz sweets

26. what is ur fav. snack?
==>hmmmm. strawberry.

27. what is ur fav. color?
==>greenx.

28. what is ur fav. instrument?
==>piano? drums.

29. what is ur fav. cloth?
==>black fucking tshirts.

30. what is ur fav. bag?
==>no particular. feel like it den i'll buy it.

31. why do u fill this bulletin?
==>cos i'm B O R E D

32. why do u usually cry?
==>heartaches. quarrel wif family. depress.

33. Are u bored?? Why?
==>yes i'm bored. cos i'm sooo single and nobody entertain mi.

34. why do u join friendster?
==>cos most ppl ish doing it.

35. are u in love??? why??
==>no. cos i haben mit da rite one. juz nobody love mi can. ;/

36. how u like someone?
==>feeling. i juz love the way tat person ishx.

37. how u hate someone?
==>oh. juz scold tat person: fuck off.

38. how u eat pizza??
==>eat the crust first den the middle part.

39. how u spend ur weekend?
==>stay home and shake leg. use net or chat fone.

40. how do u show ur love?
==>hur. show concern? giv a hug.

new skin.
changing so often la. lol.
hope all of u love it. :)

::monday 7 june::
went out wif gen, huilin and gwenyth[giokhui larh][her christ name ish fer free so juz call her tat.]
towning. again.
bought some stuff.
took neos
lol.
den went hm.
slack like shit.
uploaded da pic. under neoprints.

joke of da day:
i was supose to mit gen, huilin and gwenyth fer towning.
i'm da first to reach.
huilin came in later.
den she ask mi:
huilin: u and weishan stay near to each other rite?
weishan: huh?
huilin: u and weishan stay near to each other rite?
weishan: -blur-
huilin: u and weishan stay near to each other rite?
weishan: i m weishan ma.
huilin: hahahahaha. ya hor.
she was suppose to sae giokhui but she sae weishan instead.
lol.

::tuesday 8 june::
watched harry potter wif giokhui.
ermm.. ish nice larh.
but no chinese subtitle, some part i dun understand lor.
sch tml.
gotta do geog hw larhx. ;/
yea yea yea. not much to blog today.
i bought f.i.r album le. nice! -thumbs up- :)
//runs

1. NAME:
weishan.

2. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL:
kinda.

3. DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE:
how would i noe? maybe?

4. DO YOU SING A LOT:
onli sing when i'm wif l.c.s in class.
sings alot at hm.
guess my bro suffered alot. ;/

6. DO YOU BACKSTAB:
i dont backstab.
i'm juz bitching.

7. ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND:
erm, shld be ;p buahaha.
well, being bhb.
ask my frenx bahx.

8. ARE YOU YOUNG:
quite.
soon i will be old.
16 already can.

10.EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING:
yeah. some project grp in pri4.

11.EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE:
ants, bugs.

12.LAST ODD THING DONE:


13.DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP:
nope.

14.DO YOU REBEL:
do i?

15.EVER STARTED A FIRE:
never.

16.DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL:
nope. not evil.

17.DO YOU LIKE LYING:
yesh.
to hide things.
fer some damn reasons i have to.

18.DO YOU REGRET:
yesh.
or rather, i'm guilty

20.DO PEOPLE HATE YOU:
some i tink.

21.DO YOU HATE PEOPLE:
not reali.
unless tat person irritates mi alot.

22.CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY:
i will if i go crazy someday.
my bro will be my first target. :)

23.DO YOU CUT YOURSELF?:
hell yes.
but its onli on my skin.
da pain kills can.
try it.

24.EVER TASTED BLOOD:
yup.
when my mouth bleeds.

25.DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU?:
yea.
but i may not change.

26.EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT:
?

27.ARE YOU GOTHIC:
?

28.DO YOU SMOKE:
rarely.
i'm so guai.

29.CONSUME DRUGS:
the last thing on earth i'd ever do.

30.WHAT DO YOU WEAR:
clothes la.

31.YOUR SKIN COLOR:
hur.

32.DO YOU LIKE THE SUN:
sort of.
its beta without da heat.

34.HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL:
hur?

37.YOUR LISTENING TO:
Avril Lavigne: Fall To Pieces

38.DO HATE YOURSELF:
YES YES. HELL YES.
i hate myself!

39.DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE:
quite crappy lar.
i've done so many le.
who cares.

40.PARTING WORDS:
oh well. happi hols.

lalala.
went to sun plaza 's library wif giokhui after lesson.
looks fer names books.
i gonna get myself an english name. :)
abit duhx larh. but guess english name ish better to be rmb.
we kept luffing as we look thru. some names were too special larh.
den went hm.
first thing i do ish sleep.
from 2 to 9 i feel tat i'm so dead.
was waken up by hunger.
went to have dinner myself ;/
slacking here again.
ok, here's some name i'm considering abt using it:
1. anabel
2. wendalyn
3. terelyn
4. mavis
5. maxine
6. christabel
still looking thru da books.
gib mi some suggestion?
//runs

new hair.
fucking regrets.
:(
upload da pic of it on me,myself and i
-whine-
oh well. it will grow again ;/
//run

duhx.
back.
losta stuff happened.
kaya cheer up k. take great care of urself. dun tink too much. dun starve urself hor. :)
blackie wont get to see tish. can forget abt cheering him up here. ;/
well. life was okie.
its da hols.
and i gonna eat like pig and fat like shit.
was suppose to go on diet.
but. haix. duhx. lalala.
stef called yest!!! :)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
:)
i'm juz hapi.
have a gd luff lar. but as usual we got nth much to chat anymore. ;/
was toking abt fantasia's mouth.
she sae her lips quite thick. den look like some fish.
bad larh her.
den she go watch metoer garden le. :/
she and joanne end le and she's quite sad abt it.
i mean they ended da thing long ago.
oh well juz hope she will cheer up.
heard tat keith ish doing fine and getting back to sch.
hmmm. gonna mit dem soon larhx.
hope so.
and ya.
adrian[da net fren] ish going to NS.
fuck shit can.
and maybe he gonna cancel his hp.
haix.
hope to mit him b4 he ish gone.
its like how many yrs le can.
its either i cant or he cant.
maybe its juz all fated bahx. ;/
argh.
today pon el course larhx.
its like boring. ms oh didnt go fer da course too.
went to bio lesson.
hols ish b o r i n g can
eat slp shit tv com. wad's new?
//runs



-______________-

new foto added :)

oh fuck.
da hacker ish scaring mi.
someone ish using my name. my hp.
on irc.
passing ard.
losta ppl ish calling mi.
i'm scared.
how?

its update time!
oh. yest was great.
losta msg came in yea :)
thx to all :D


ytd.
i bought a cake to celebrate wif my 4 sistas.
we went to da playground down stair.
they wanted to drop a water bomb on mi. but tat dumb rachel drop it on herself b4 i came hm.
den they went to get eggs.
i knew they were up to sth.
so i was veri careful abt everything.
happily singing songs and making wishes.
juz as i was makingda veri last wish.
PIAK!
rachel smash a egg on my head.
oh well.
drink another egg somemore.
cute da cake.let them eat. and went hm to bath.
this is not da end.
went to my hm.
happily taking foto.
play and chat fer long time.
a big reunion. finalli.
at da end of my bdae, we went to da coffeshop downstair.
treat them drinks lar.
den went hm.
quite fun lar. finalli da 5 bytches get together.
but kinda sad.
da 1 boy. my dearest god bro happily forget abt my bdae.
usualli da 6.
he hapily forget can.
guess he alreadi grows up. who wan to mix wif girls.
;/
nvm.


today.
went out wif my cousins.
went town.
juz walk ard.
took neos. :)
met mic at nite.
chat.
den went back hm.
cant join my 2 bytches tml ;/
-whine-
//runs

da two bytch [chel and mic]gave mi a suprise ytd.
they called at 12.
"happi birthday!!!" and slam da fone.
den there ish door bell.
'ding dong' 'ding dong' x 100
knock da door so hard like shit.
'bang bang bang' x 50
den i came out fr da rm.
open da door.
saw da two bytch stand at da side of my doorstep.
so suprise sehx.
thot nobody will come.
den we went down to find another girl.
as usual she's asleep.
so we and mic's darl went to playground and slack fer awhile.
reach hm at 1.
nobody noes i sneaked out last nite. -cheers-
*uploaded pic of their present.
lotx of hapi birthday msg last nite.
thanks everybody.
love ya all.
//runs





he didnt wish mi.;/

//Series one -
Name: weishan.
Current Location: mum's rm.
Hair Color: black?
Righty or Lefty: righty.
Zodiac Sign: gemini.
Innie or Outtie: both.


// Series two - describe
The shoes you wore today: sch shoes
Your hair: veri brown.
Your eyes: veri small.
Your weakness: rough, valgur, hot temper.
Your fears: heartaches.
Your perfect pizza: wif losta cheese.

// Series three - what is
Your most overused phrase on MSN/AIM: haha lor.
The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: clean teeth. small eyes. slim n tall.
Your best physical features: eyebrows.
Your usual bedtime: 12
Your greatest accomplishment: -
Your best memory: -blank-

// Series four - do you
Smoke: yesh. m a part time smoker.
Cuss: wad's tat?
Sing well: nahx. i sound like a bytch ;p
Take a shower everyday: yup.
Like high school: not reali.
Want to get married: maybe not.
Believe in yourself: no.
Get motion sickness: hur?
Think you're attractive: no.
Think you're a health freak: yesh.
Like thunderstorms: no.

// Series five - in the past month, did/have you
Drank alcohol: no.
Smoked: guess so.
Done a drug: no.
Made Out: no.
Go on a date: no.
Go to the mall: yesh.
Been on stage: no.
Been dumped: no.
Gone skating: no.
Made homemade cookies: no.
Been in love: no.
Stolen anything: no.

// Series six - have you ever?
Played a game that required removal of clothing: nono.
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: never.
Been caught "doing something": no la.
Been called a tease: no.
Gotten beaten up: no.
Shoplifted: never.
Changed who you were to fit in: tried. but failed.

// Series seven - the future
Age you hope to be married: 21,22
Numbers and names of children: 3
What age do you want to die: 80?
What do you want to be when you grow up: designer

// Series eight - currently
Current clothes: tshirt wif garfield printed -childish lar-
Current mood: -_______-
Current taste: -blank-
Current Smell: ciggs frm my dad
Current favourite groups: F.I.R
Current worry: how m i going to spend my jun hols.

oh. chinese o ishx over.
da papers all quite okie la.
m afraid wad will be my result.
i dun wanna cry ahx.
yeah yeah yeah!
i got moi veri first bdae present of da year.
buahahaha.
its frm kimberly golden eunice lee hui lin.
buahahaha.
thanks girl. i love tat present. :)
dad got a new cam.
finalli a digi cam.
sony: cyber-shot.
not da model i wan lehx.
but anyway its not fer mi. its fer his job. ;/
nvm.
shall stop being crappy.
//runs

mugging fer chinese os.

da feeling suddenly came to mi:
i thot i'll put him in my heart till da end of my life.
i thot i would feel da pain fer long.
i thot i would love him forever.
i thot he will be touched one day.
i thot he would love mi some day.
i thot my love will be returned.
i thot.

but naw.
he ish almost out of my heart.
i no longer feel much pain.
i dun love him anymore.
he was nv touched.
he will never love mi.
my love was never returned.

yet.
i still feel sad.
i still cry.
i miss da good ol' days.
i wish tat all these has nv happen.
why?

but i noe.
all ish fated.
we were meant to mit.
and onli meant to be frenx.

and.
i will nv forget da day.
da day when he tell mi all those shit.
da day when i noe he will nv be mine anymore.
da day.
:(
//runs



i'm a silly bytch.

went to woodland library wif my mic and chel.
chel was glued to her darl.
so mic and mi study ourselves.
i did study.
reali hope tat i can do well.
so sianx ahx.
gonna start my diet on da 2nd of june.
my bdae ish approaching and guess wad?
i still have to plan it myself wif giokhui.
wad a big surprise. -roll eyes-
might as well forget abt everything.
fuck can.
read this : fuck
mum and dad took leave on tat day.
mic and chel sae wanna bring mi go clubbing.
CLUBBING. bring mi go some more.
i'm so mountian tortoise.
nerd ehx. nv go clubbing b4.
buahaha.
wonder if i'm allow to stay out late. ;/
//runs




i hate my boobs

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Heart of Glass


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
brought to you by Quizilla

went to sch wif mum.
chua sae i'm da worst.
worst den anyone in da class.
got nth to sae.
guess i have gib up on my studies.
i wan to study hard,
but juz juz dun have da hart yea.
wadever.
//runs

3 more days to chi o
m still here slacking.
mum will be going to sch lata.
-sigh-
i still gt no mood.
slack ish all i can do now.
-sigh-
i'm down.
no reason.
//runs

LAYER ONE: What is your..?
-- Name: weishan
-- Birth date: 010688
-- Birthplace: thomson medical center
-- Current Location: mum's rm.
-- Eye Color: black.
-- Hair Color: redishx ah.
-- Height: 168/9
-- Right handed or Left handed: right handed.

LAYER TWO:
-- Heritage: hur?
-- Weakness: veri vulgur, bad temper.
-- Biggest fears: heartaches.
-- Your perfect pizza: wif lotsa cheese.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: study design in tp and be a designer.

LAYER THREE: Your…?
-- Most overused phrase(s): chee bye la. [kw told mi de]
-- Thoughts first waking up: can i dun go sch.
-- Best physical feature: eyebrows.
-- Usual bedtime: abt 12.
-- Most missed memory: pri sch days. days wif yakult. candy's bdae wif kerine and da bunch of frenx.

LAYER FOUR: Preferences..?
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BK.
-- Single or group dates: group dates.
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: lipton Iced Tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: both.
-- Cappuccino or Latte: Latte.

LAYER FIVE: Do you…?
-- Smoke: yesh. i'm a part time smoker. onli smoke when dere's free cigs. lol.
-- Sing : seldom.
-- Take a shower every day: at least 2 times a day.
-- Have a crush(es): not reali la.
-- Do you think you've been in love: nope.
-- Like high school: duhx. i hate school.
-- Want to get married: no.
-- Believe in yourself: never.
-- Get motion sickness: hur?
-- Think you're attractive: never lax.
-- Think you're a health freak: yup.
-- Get along with your parents: soso.
-- Like thunderstorms: nope.
-- Play an instrument: nahx.

LAYER SIX: In the past month, you’ve…?
-- Drank alcohol: nope.
-- Gone on a date: nahx.
-- Gone to the mall: yup.
-- Eaten sushi: ya.
-- Been on stage: nahx.
-- Been dumped: nope.
-- Gone skating: no.
-- Shoplifted: will never do it.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nono.

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 21
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 to 3 :)
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: dunnoe lehx.
-- How do you want to die: peacefully.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? DESIGNER.

LAYER NINE: In a girl/boy, you would want…?
-- Best eye color: brown.
-- Best hair color: anything.
-- Short or long hair: anything lor.
-- Height: must be at less 10 cm taller den mi.
-- Weight: normal wt.
-- Best first date location: dunnoe.

LAYER TEN: List the number of:
-- Drugs taken illegally: 0
-- People I trust with my life: lotsa.
-- CDs that I own: 4 energy's cd n many others
-- Piercings: 2
-- Tattoos: 0
-- Times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 0 .
-- Scars on my body: >20
-- Things in my past that I regret: lotx

i'm here.
god damn shit.
i'm da second in class. second last.
da 39th.
cool eh.
first time i'm quite last.
tat's scares mi.
badly.
wad have i become.
juz a lump of shit.
;/
//runs

naw i recieved more den 10 msg from da icq.
well tat idiot claim tat he ish a hacker.
i didnt bother to reply.
fuck it.
i didnt left any of my no. online.
so how he hack mi?
god noes. -roll eyes-
fuck fuck fuck.

hey everybody.
plish remove da www. of any blogspot diary links.
wif da www. ppl cant view da links.
:)

-screams-
i dunnoe who da heck kept calling my hp.
private no. .
tat person called and give mi more den 20 miss call.
once i pick up, that person will put down.
fuck it.-point middle finger-
waste $0.80 fer picking up.
nobody ans. tat pperson juz put down.
it still ringing naw.
hey bloody idiot.
if u gt nth to do. plish fist fuck ur own ass.
stop pestering mi.
if u got and thing impt to tell mi, juz speak.
if not, plish fuck off.
private no. somemore.
keep hanging it. den it will call back in 5 mins.
den that person call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down.
call and put down x 100 times
-screams-
its irritating.
i have put it in silent mode.
let's see how many miss call tat person can give mi.
fuck tat person.

EL carnival.
quite fun la.
watched maid in manhattan. funni and sweet.
shld have stay at hm la.
so tired.
have to revise.
//runs




i'm fine.

so sad.
have been observing my grandpa while i was in my grandparents hse.
it sadden mi.
poor old man.
he ish quiet. sitting alone.
he tried to communicate wif da kids. nobody bothers to ans him.
when he smoked, everyone will start to sae tish and tat.
even da kids do it.
he was asked to smoke at da kitchen.
da onli place i can find him now ish da kitchen or his rm.
no long in da living rm. not anywhere else.
:(
mi and my bro used to respect him sooo much
he ish a different old man now.
he used to have every say.
now. ppl even shout at him. even da kids.
wonder wad's wrong wif da ppl dere.
if i have a say i will kick all their ass.
they are teaching da wrong things to da kids. :(
i mean they are my relatives and i shldnt sae much.
but while i look at my grandpa. i look into his eyes.
he ish sad. :(
he spoke softly.
timid.
didnt wad to do. cos its seems that he ish always at fault.
even switching on da fan will get scolded.
wad the world have become.
i got no topic to tok to him. if not i will tok to him.
-sigh-
poor grandpa.
he ish so old now. left wif lil time on earth.
yet he feels no love.
everybody will be crying IF he ish gone.
wad's the point.
shld love him now. not lata.
dun understand wad they are thinking.
all my grandpa can do now ish complain to my dad.
and my dad?
dont dare to say a thing.
he didnt mention a thing.
or he juz dun wanna kick a big fuss? ;/
lol.
//runs

cramps cramps and more cramps!!!
its killing mi!!!

oh ya. ytd i was walking to my mum rm.
and *bang*
i knock my elbow onto my da wall. -duhx-
its still hurt now.
i dun have blueblack.
but its da bone or nerve or wad that ish in pain. ;/
pain! pain! pain!
PMS somemore.
was luffing at ms oh de pms ytd. den i got it last nite.
-whine-
i thot my period wld be late.
but it was on time fer da first time. ;/
da veri first time.
the cramps ish down til my legs.
sucks sucks sucks

not much lesson today.
play some games. and slack.
tuti once told mi:
feeling shag = feeling of having sex.
sth like tat.
buahahaha.
shall not use tat word again. :D
//runs




miss da good old days

hey. i bought Avril's new album!!!!
she ish juz soooo cool and punkie :)
dere ish a free poster. [da advertisement said so.] but....
its folded into squares and stuff in da packing.
arghhhhh!!!!!
when i open da poster. i cant even see her face properly.
might as well dun give can. -roll eyes-
wadever :)

nicole: a math sucks sucks sucks!!!!!

told my mum abt my result in a joking way.
she ish like:WADDDDDDDDDDD??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well. i alreadi fail everything. ;/
she asked mi to study real well next time.
okie. i will. TRY.
i'm not going to drop any subject. i will try my best lar.
if reali tink cannot make it. i dun go on da day of o level lor. ;/
alright. shall stop my nonsense. ;p
//runs



i love AVRIL. YES YES!! I LOVE HER!!!!!!

hair check today.
everybody was like:
'weishan ur hair!' 'ur hair!' 'ur hair sure kena one.' 'wan to put water not' 'u nv bring spray aah?' 'aiyo ur hair so reeeeeddddddd!'
den i thot:
'die la.. sure kena de. ' 'dun check mi! i dun wan to get up' 'i dun wanna get scolded' 'i dun wan to dye black!!!' 'die die die'
but gods noes y. even billie tan didnt ask mi to go in front.
even huilin, ms oh and yc all get away :)
wonder y.

hur hur. got back ALL da papers today.
i fail like shit. totalli shit.
pass onli 2.
2. ;/

english:: compo - 8/30
func.writing - 10/30
compre - 6/25
summary - 4/25


mt:: yin yong wen - 9/20
zhou wen - 27.5/50
paper1 - 36.5/70
listening - 20/20
oral - 21/30
da first time i did soooooooo badly fer mt. -fuck it-


add maths:: 19.5/80?


e maths:: paper1 - 46/80
paper2 - 53.5/100


sci(chem):: paper1 - 14/20
paper2 sect A - 16/45
paper2 sect B - 7/20


sci(phy):: paper1 - 10/20
paper2 sect A - 22/45
paper2 sect B - 9/20

s.s:: 19/50

geog:: sect A Q1 - 2/10
Q2 - 4/15
sect B Q6 - 8/25

da worst result i ever got in my life. :(
fucking sad now. wonder how m i going to tell my mum abt it. how m i going to explain tish shitty result.
guess i didnt work hard enuff.
maybe i shld start bucking up.
its going to be june soon. o levels is getting nearer.
i'm so scared. wad if i didnt pass my o?
:(
feel like giving up.
//runs



i love him not.

Avril Lavigne - He Wasn't
From the album "Under My Skin" [out on monday 24may2004]

There's not much going on today
I'm really bored , it's getting late
What happened to my Saturday
And Monday's comin' the day I hate

Sit in my bed alone
Staring at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought now
He wouldn't even open up the door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

This when I start to bite my nails
And clean my room when all else fails
I think it's time for me to bail
(To bail)
This point of view is getting stale

Sit in my bed alone
Staring at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought now
He wouldn't even open up the door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for

Uh uh.....

Na na.....

We all got choices

Na na.....

We all got voices

Na na.....

Stand up make some noise

Na na.....

Stand up make some noise

Sit in my bed alone
Stareing at the phone

He wasn't what I wanted
What I thought now
He wouldn't even open up the door
He never made me feel like I was special
He isn't really what I'm looking for
x2

Uh uh.....

Na na.....



it wasnt tat hurt anymore

Eamon - "Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)"

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

[Verse 1:]
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

[Chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

[Verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah




Frankee - "Fuck You Right Back"

Oh oh
oooh
no no no

(You know there is two sides to every story)

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
talkin' shit like a snitch
why you write a song 'bout me
if you really didn't care
you wouldn't wanna share
tellin' everybody just how you feel

What I did was your fault somehow
the presents,I threw all that shit out
don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what your,fuck you right back

What I did was your fault somehow
the presents,I threw all that shit out
don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what your,fuck you right back

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all along (ha ha ha ha)
I had to do your friend
now you want me to come back
you must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
fuck it,I faked it,i'll rent you out
fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
well guess what your,your sex was wack

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
fuck it,I faked it,i'll rent you out
fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
well guess what your,your sex was wack

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

whoa whoa
uh uh yea

You questioned did I care
maybe I would howl if you wanna come to me
now it's over
but I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't swear bad cause I got to go

What I did was your fault somehow
the presents,I threw all that shit out
don't go cryin' you didn't mean jack
well guess what your,fuck you right back.
And you smell like pooo

ive got nth to blog.
kaya and her darl's 10th month anni today.
HAPPI ANNIVERSARY!!!!!
i'm bored.
//runs

things are driving mi crazy.

BRAVE NEW GIRL [britneyspears]

She's gonna pack her bags
She's gonna find her way
She's gonna get right out of this
She don't want New York
She don't want L.A.
She's gonna find that special kiss
She don't want no sleep
She don't want no high
Oh, like peaches ‘n' cream
She's gonna wish on stars and touch the sky
Ah, you know what I mean

She wants a good time
No need to rewind
She needs to really really find what she wants
She lands on both feet
Won't take a back seat
There's a brave new girl
And she's comin' out tonight

She's gonna step outside
Uncover her eyes
Who knew she could feel so alive
Her M.O.'s changed
She don't wanna behave
Ain't it good to be a brave girl tonight

Tonight, it's alright
A brave girl tonight

So she met this man
He was kinda rough
He said, girl, whatcha lookin' for
She said, I don't know
I go with the flow
He said, let's get on the floor
He said, you look real cute with your low ride jeans
And your pink little baby tee
Let's get a room, girl
Come and ride with me

She wants a good time
No need to rewind
She needs to really really find what she wants
She lands on both feet
Won't take a back seat
There's a brave new girl
And she's coming out tonight

She's gonna step outside
Uncover her eyes
Who knew she could feel so alive
Her M.O.'s changed
She don't wanna behave
Ain't it good to be a brave girl tonight

Tonight, it's alright
A brave girl tonight
Tonight, it's alright
A brave new girl tonight

keep on

She's gonna step outside
Uncover her eyes
Who knew she could feel so alive
Her M.O.'s changed
She don't wanna behave
Ain't it good to be a brave girl tonight
Tonight it's alright
A brave girl tonight

Tonight, it's alright
A brave girl tonight
A brave girl tonight
A brave girl tonight

getting tired.

ramesh ramesh. waste da time again.
never finish all da practical test.
spend half of da time drying test tube.
after da practical mi and giokhui went to compass point[@ seng kang].
juz slack ard. walk walk see see.
sms wif sherwin fer awhile.
decide to go back hm.
den we dream on da bus again.
we are always dreaming. abt after o and stuff.
cant stop luffing till she get off da bus. lol.
went hm.
here i am. rotting.
shall revise fer da o level mt paper lata.
//runs

its mr n mrs mogers one mth anni. :)

once again, happi one mth anniversary :)

went to watch TROY wif gh, kaya n mrs moger.
nice movie.
sit until my butt numbed sehx.
duhx.
-whine- tml ish marking day. yet we gotta go to sch becos of mr rubbish. yea yea yea. always eat up our time. -point middle finger-
shack la.
gonna buck up le. o's approching.
chinese o ish juz on da 31st. rite before my bdae. how m i going to make it.

m here to wish mr and mre moger an early hapi first month!! :)
//runs


i kept telling myslf tat i'll be okie soon. but when?

pretty boring.
finish da last paper!!!! -cheers-
found tish test on shijie and kerine's blog.
check it out?
http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test02.htm


1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.

You give 45% and expect 55% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.

You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.


i'm still feeling da pain. its killing mi.

SURVEY SURVEY!! YEAH!!!


1. What do you wish you had been named?
anything other den weishan.

2. What is the nickname most people call you?
weishan, yi zhou shan, shan.

3. Do you plan to change your name when you're 18?
yup. add a english name.

4. If you could become any age you wanted, right now, what age would it be and why?
3. a kid ish always hapi.

5. Why is (every colour) your favorite colour?
juz love da colour.

6. If your first choice of careers doesn't work out, what would you choose as a "backup?"
kindergarden teacher.

7. What holiday could you easily do without?
valentine.

8. Assuming you have a crush on somebody, what is it exactly that you like about him/her?
If you don't have a crush, what is the one quality that the person absolutely has to have?
i like everything abt him. da one quality.. he must be reali nice.

9. What singer or band can you imitate the best?
none.

10. If your life were a book, what genre would it be?
hur. i dunnoe.

11. Do you worry about finding your soul mate and getting married?
quite.

12. If you could choose how to die, how would you?
die peacfully.

13. If you were the opposite sex for a day, would you have sex with somebody of the same sex that you used to be (ex: if you're a girl and turned into a guy for a day, would you have sex with a girl, and vice versa for guys), and why/why not?
HELL YES. cos i have being wondering y guy thinks that sex ish so shiok.


FAVORITES


Type of chocolate: White

Eye color: brown

Dog breed: i noe nth abt dog breed.

Period in history: duhx

Word to use when you want to sound smart: hur hur. i m stupid.

Candle scent: lavander.

Method of communication (in person, telephone, etc): hp. face to face.

Language: chinese.

Famous painting: -shrugs-

Weather: drizzle

Summer activity: SWIM!

Winter activity: snow fight?

Computer game: dun have

Boredom-buster: -blank-

Newspaper comic: garfield?

Section in a bookstore: horoscope stuff.

Sex/romantic scene in a movie: lol.


EITHER/OR

Elvis or Madonna? elvis

Green or red? red

Sci-fi thriller or trashy romance? both.

Martial arts or yoga? martial arts

Lollipop or Hershey's Kiss? hershey's kiss.

When you sleep, bedroom door open or closed? close.

Jacket or sweatshirt? jacket.

Radio or CDs? radio.

Recliner chair or cushion on the floor? dunnoe.

Bunk bed: top or bottom? top.

Handwriting or typing? typing.

Chicken Soup: the book or the food? both.

Ballet or jazz? neither.

emath p1 was quite easy. hope tat i will pass.
phy tml.
got nth to do at home.
sian
sian
SIAN
//runs

sms wif yuan ping [ms oh] last nite.
she read my blog and ask mi if i'm fine.
den we chat a lil n she's gone.
her sms is exceeding again. lol.
and always is.
after saying gdnite wif yp, i sms xiaoling.
tell her some things.
she comfort mi and i went to slp.
hur hur. i'm crazy over tish newbie : huang yi da.
duhx. and my bro sae that i'm r e t a r d e d
yida ish veeeeeeerrrrrrrriiiiiiiii c u t e!
okie. i'm retarded.
totalli crazy. ;/
waste da whole sunday. again.
gonna study fer emath p1.
actualli oso no nid to study la. its like, i alreadi fail everything.
-duhx-
wadever. -roll eyes-
//runs


i cant stop cutting

Name one person who comes to mind in each question

1. Always make you laugh
--> keith wif her silly joke.

2. Always make you angry
--> my dad always irritate mi.

3. Always make fun of you
--> kahwah.

4. Always be there for you
--> my friends. but sometime dere ish reali no one.

5. Always buy present for you
--> family

6. Always hangout with you
--> GIOKHUI

7. Always smile at you
--> buahaha. dunnoe lehx.

8. Always pay for you?
--> dad and mum.

9. Always drive you around
--> my uncle.

10. Always ask homework question
--> yeeching. haha.

11. Always need your help
--> yeeching :P


12. Always make you wait
--> i m da one who ish always late. naw giokhui is trying to pick up tish skill.

13. Always sleep in class
--> ms oh lor.

14. Always cannot make up his/her mind
--> xl lax. haha.

15. Always late for class
--> no one la.

16. Never take a bus/train/aeroplane
--> dunnoe.

17. Has messy hair
--> chengze lor.

18. Untidy
--> damien's hand writing.

19. Someone you love?
--> my friends.

20. Last but not the least... any idol?
--> HUANG YIDA!

waste da whole sat afternoon. slack da whole day.
emaths paper 1 on monday.
cant be bothered.
gd luck guys!
cried ytd.
when will i be fine man?
oso dunnoe wad to blog nowadays.
fill my blog wif lotsa survey. lol.
-sigh-
shall go do something abt da next few paper. ;/
//runs



if onli u cld understand da pain.

Message: if u are a guy. tell us wat u wan ur gal to be like... if u are a gal, then tell us wat u wan ur guy to be like...

1. hair colour:
-kim mo.

2. eye colour:
-brown :)

3. skin tone:
-tanned. anything la.

4. long or short hair:
-as long as da hair suit him

5. piercings:
-tongue. on da face. wadever he like.

6. scars:
-as long as its not VERI ugly can le bahx.

7. big butt or little:
-no big butt plishx.

8. straight:
-if not how come he like girls. but crooked guys oso quite cute sometimes. bi i still can accept la. but if he break becos of gay, i will kill myself.

9. outgoing or shy:
-both

10. sarcastic or sincere:
-both

11. shld he/she have a best fren?:
-yea.

12. shld he/she love his mom:
-yea

13. shld he/she watch gal movies:
-huh?

14. be sweet:
-yup

15. be smart:
-not reali.

16. be funny:
-of cos.

17. smoker?:
-it doesnt matter if he smokes or nt cos i'm a part time smoker too. but if he does, will encourage him to quit.

18. drink:
-i'm okie wif it.

19. play wit ur hair:
-duhx.

20. kiss on the first date?:
-no way. he must be despo denx.

21. bring u gift?:
-on special days bahx.

22. lay under the stars wit u:
-yup. tat's like hhhhhhhhooooooooooowwwwwwwww sweet.

23. write poetry abt ya:
-no thx. hahax. okie. if he wants.

24. call u honey, sweetie or baby:
-anything bahx.

25. hang out wit u n ur frens:
-of cos la.

26. hold ur hand:
-yea :)

27. sing to u:
-if he can sing well. if not. no thanks.

28. u wld like her/his interest to be:
-good ones.

29. play guitar or piano:
-piano.

30. one last condition:
-love mi truly.

Message: if u are a guy. tell us wat u wan ur gal to be like... if u are a gal, then tell us wat u wan ur guy to be like...

1. hair colour:
-kim mo.

2. eye colour:
-brown :)

3. skin tone:
-tanned. anything la.

4. long or short hair:
-as long as da hair suit him

5. piercings:
-tongue. on da face. wadever he like.

6. scars:
-as long as its not VERI ugly can le bahx.

7. big butt or little:
-no big butt plishx.

8. straight:
-if not how come he like girls. but crooked guys oso quite cute sometimes. bi i still can accept la. but if he break becos of gay, i will kill myself.

9. outgoing or shy:
-both

10. sarcastic or sincere:
-both

11. shld he/she have a best fren?:
-yea.

12. shld he/she love his mom:
-yea

13. shld he/she watch gal movies:
-huh?

14. be sweet:
-yup

15. be smart:
-not reali.

16. be funny:
-of cos.

17. smoker?:
-it doesnt matter if he smokes or nt cos i'm a part time smoker too. but if he does, will encourage him to quit.

18. drink:
-i'm okie wif it.

19. play wit ur hair:
-duhx.

20. kiss on the first date?:
-no way. he must be despo denx.

21. bring u gift?:
-on special days bahx.

22. lay under the stars wit u:
-yup. tat's like hhhhhhhhooooooooooowwwwwwwww sweet.

23. write poetry abt ya:
-no thx. hahax. okie. if he wants.

24. call u honey, sweetie or baby:
-anything bahx.

25. hang out wit u n ur frens:
-of cos la.

26. hold ur hand:
-yea :)

27. sing to u:
-if he can sing well. if not. no thanks.

28. u wld like her/his interest to be:
-good ones.

29. play guitar or piano:
-piano.

30. one last condition:
-love mi truly.

new one. *kerine, copy copy! haha. :D


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. weishan
2. yi zhou shan
3. shan

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. being a gd listener
2. love to be alone
3. quiet and loud at da same time.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. too shy sometime.
2. everything abt myself
3. always like someone who i can never b wif.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why dere's no true love
2. Why do guys juz love gerls who ish chio and wif hour glass shape figure?
3. why m i born ugly?

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. mum and dad's nagging.
2. when i cant use my com and hp.
3. my 'f a t n e s s'.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. insects
2. ghosts
3. heartaches

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cash
2. lemon tea?
2. ez-link

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
1. -
2. -
3. -

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. ...
2. sleep early.
3. study hard.


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleep.
2. Daydream.
3. sleep.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. e 700a
2. more cash
3. a new bag/ flip flop/shoe

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. interior designer
2. designer
3. child care center teacher. lolx.

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. genting?
2. japan?[i would like to go]
3. Taiwan?[i would like to go]

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. tell everyone i love them esp those i once loved or crush on.
2. ask them to treasure life.
3. wish them happiness.


dun wanna tink abt it

ANSWER BRIEFLY: Who/What comes
to your mind when
these things are mentioned?

Mornings:
- SCHOOL -whine-

Lunch:
- FOOD.

Afternoons:
- REMEDIAL!

Evenings:
- Dinner. grandma hse.

Mall:
- shopping. loitering. smoking. good old days wif yakult, bing and many many more.

Movie:
- cold.

Arcade:
- ???

Restos:
- ???

Carparks:
- carbon monoxide?

Music:
- chinese pop.

Cars:
- my uncle.

Chocolate:
- Mars.

Beer:
- calsburg? [izzit spelled tish was?]

Cream Puffs:
- creamy

Blue:
- sky.

Green:
- YUCKS.

Yellow:
- used to be my fav colour.

Orange:
- orange.

Hate:
- myself.

---Which do you Prefer---

1.WHITE OR RED ROSES?
- neither.

2.ORIGINAL OR COPY?
- original.

3.FAME, FORTUNE OR BOTH?
- neither.

4.RICKY MARTIN OR WILLIAM HUNG(AMERICAN IDOL)?
- William la. he ish juz soooo nice.

5.INCUBUS CONCERT OR KEITH MARTIN CONCERT?
- ???

6.CSI OR CSI:MIAMI?
- ?

7.MULLET, MOHAWK, OR DREADLOCKS?
- ???

8.LIFE OR DEATH?
- Death.

9.RING(JAPANESE VER) OR THE RING(AMERICAN VER)?
- Jap.

10.MUDSLIDE OR BAILEYS
- neither.

----Question & Answer----

1.If you were the very last person on earth,
- i shall die denx.

2.If you could kill someone with no problems at all, who would it be?
- dunoe leh. myself bahx.

3.Do you agree with Same-Sex Marriage?
- if she ish the 'mr rite'or 'mrs rite'.

4.If you were in a party at Europe and someone with the same sex kissed you on the lips, what would you do?
- haha.

6.If you could turn back time, What year would you turn the time back to?
- duhx

7.If you could change your age, what age would you change yourself into?
- 3

----About secrets----

1.Do you have a crush?
- yea.

2.Is he/she in your friends list
- ya.

3.how long has he/she been your crush?
- dunnoe la. abt 4 yrs?

4.what is first letter of his/her name?
- ha.

5.Name a song that you want to personally sing in front of him/her?
- no song.

6.In your whole life, Have you ever puffed the magic dragon?
- wad da hell ish tat.

7.When was the last time you got drunk?
- never yet.

---Last Question---

SPECIFICALLY, Name someone who will/might answer this survey?
- ha. dunnoe leh.

yet another one.

1. Favorite breakfast is: mac's big breakfast ba.

2. The movie I've watched the most number of times is: MY SASSY GIRL

3. Least favorite subject in sec school: sciences. pure bio

4. I spend my leisure time: slp. rot. slack.

5. Worst smell: -

6. If I could have any car in the world, what would it be?: dunno leh.

7. Favorite household chore: none. lol. :x

8. When I was a kid, I dreamed of becoming a: teacher. lawyer. nurse.

9. Favorite colors: any colour except green.

10. Favorite perfumes: -

11. When I die : -cheers-

12. If I could repeat college, I'd take up: arts?

13. Three things I can't leave home without: hp, cash, ez link.

14. First thing I bought with my first salary: haben work b4.

15. I'd like to be remembered as: a crazy woman.

16. If a book was made into a movie, would you still bother buying the book?: nope. haha.

17. Specialty in cooking?: -

18.First crush?: i forgot ish kah ming or kelvin.

19. Favorite hangouts: town?

20. Best place to shop?: duhx. i dunnoe.

21. Do you like to watch plays?: nahx.

22. Favorite place in the house?: my rm.

23. Best gift you've given?: erm. dunnoe.

24. Weirdest gift you've received: erm. no weird stuff so far.

25. Gift that you want to receive at this moment: love from my frenx.

too bored in da afternoon.

==FIRST==

First best friend: siew ying.
First date: -
First break-up: -
First self purchased album: a pirated cd. lol.
First pets: hamsters
First piercing/tattoo: sec1, ears
First enemy: i dun rmb le.
First play/musical/performance: dunnoe.

==CURRENT==

Current marital status: single. SINGLE
Current thoughts: -sigh- him and stuffs
Current emotions: calm
Current wonder: y do i still tink and tink
Current instrument played: ? window media player?
Current need: a hug? a teddy to hug.

==LAST==

Last cigarette: a week ago
Last kiss: -
Last good cry: a week ago
Last movie seen: van helsing
Last beverage drank: soya bean
Last food consumed: yon tau fu.
Last crush: him
Last phone call: mum.
Last tv show watched: dunnoe. sth on channel 5
Last time showered: tish afternoon
Last shoes worn: sch shoe.
Last cd played: 5566-1st album
Last item bought: coca cola
Last annoyance: bio paper.
Last disappointment: a week ago when he told mi we will be fren always.
Last time wanting to die: everyday i will tink of dying.
Last shirt worn: school uni.
Last website visited: blogger.


my hart ish still broken. y.

bio. another killer paper.
ms low said tat i have done badly fer my mt papers.
i thot da paper was okie?
-shrugs-
tink i have to work hard fer prelim denx.
geog tml.
dun tink i can make it.
go to slp le.

//runs


sigh.

da bill ish here.
$58++
i'm dead.
tink my hp will be confiscate by my dad.
i tink he mean it.
duhx.
how m i goign to live without it.
mum start nagging.

//runs

juz got hm.
went hm wif mr and mrs moger.
after tat mr moger and mi sat at her downstair and chat.
he's a emotional boi la.
after tat went to have lunch alone.
went to rachel hse to take my book. but she's not at hm.
den i was suppose to take da lift to downstair ya.
i heard some whispers at a corner.
i decided to take a look.
i was so shock by da scene la. i thot there wont be anybody dere la. den i saw a couple.
-duhx-
tink ish 2 gerls la. i tink.
was so paisae. they are hanky panky dere. they look at mi, i look at them.
i smile and run away.
-duhx-
so paisae ahx... den i faster take da lift and walk hm.
shack.
tok to mr moger da whole afternoon.
dun tink i'm going to study bio.
going to rest.

//runs

duhx. i'm craving for ciggs at tis time.
-whine-
i fucking nid it.
-whine-
have to bear wif it.
cant smoke now. not onli now. i mean. okie fer now.
find one day den go smoke la.
i fucking nid ciggs naw.
-whine-
shack.

got tish from friendster. too bored. so decide to do it again. ppl, maybe u shld copy. do it and paste it on ur blog too? :)


Would u choose to like someone but she/he doesnt love you?
= i would secretly like tat person. -shake head-

-What if u got a stead le..but u like another girl/guy again?
= see how la. if i like another person better den break lor. dun wan to cheat ppl feeling la.

-Do u haf the guts to tell these guy/gal that u love them?
= no. later their partner come slap mi sehx. :x

-Do you believe in love?
= not reali.

-Does it last forever?
= when u found da rite one it will last.

-Being a friend is it better to be stead?
= not veri sure. -shrugs-

-After a break up..is it possible to be friend again like u use to be wif him/her before u two r stead?
= its hard. but tink can.

-Does look really matter?
= quite. i mean i have to face tat person almost everyday.

-If u got a stead...do him/her really understand you?
= ya. tink so.

-What is love?
= love is when somebody juz accept who u are, giv u concern and care, be wif u all da time, hold ur hand to let u noe his dere, hug u to let u feel da warmth.

-How are u going to tell him/her that you like him/her?
= juz sae. eh i like u.

-Do you scared of being rejected?
= i'm numbed. lol.


can somebody juz save mi from da pain?

cant slp last nite.
read my personal diary. its full of craps. its full of him. a gerl and her. ha. my life ish in a mess. -duhx-
finalli fall aslp at 1 plus. yet woke up at 4 plus.
e maths paper 2.
not enuff time to finsh. again.
ya ya. bull shit. and more bull shit.
at home naw. got nth to do.
bored.
chem tml. gonna flung it too.
feel like quiting sch.
dun feel like studying anymore.
sch sux -roll eyes-
june holiday ish coming!!! i dun care. i gonna enjoy myself.
shack. shall slack fer a while and study fer chem lata.

//runs

using da com secretly naw.
ha. tink i've flung my ss and a mathx.
tat's too cute. ;/
was writing da ss and i was writing my last sentence, teo ah beng announced tat time up. totali fuck up. anyway i did da wrong format as i got not enuff time.
a math was a killer. totali dead. lotsa blank.
-sigh-
e math p2 tml.
juz hope tat i can do well denx.
still slacking here. how m i going to do well?
having tuition tonite.
fucking tired.
had headaches now.
used too much brain cell le. -duhx-
shack.

//runs

i tend to forget things easily. but y not tis time?

well well.
ms oh pang seh mi again. ha.
-duhx-
have to study myself denx. ;/
sian ahx.

meeting my dearest ms oh later. 1.30. khatib mac
shack.
cant slp last nite.
finalli fall aslp at 3 am.
woke up at 10. all thx to ma mum.
still have no mood to study or revise.
-whine-
okie. i want to study.
i wan to study!
i will study!
went friendster.
reali cant stand my sis's new look. not veri used to it
juz look like a lil boy. ha.
a lil boy that i wan to hug. haha.
but she's totalli str8. -roll eyes-
tat crazy gerl. -shake head-
juz becos da teacher sae her shoulder length hair too long.
-shake head-
ss and a math tml.
gd luck everybody!
:)



why do i still feel da heartaches sometimes?

-back-
muahahaha. ms oh was like how slow. now den ask mi who da he. duhx. haha. she's oso like heartbroken now. will be miting her tml fer last minute study. hmm. shall cheer her up tml. k la. cant luff at her here. she will be reading.. :P she gonna kill mi manx. -duhx-
//runs

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - nahsiew
[ x ] Where do you live - yishun

Describe Your
[ x ] Wallet - no wallet.
[ x ] C0mb - i dunnoe how to describe la
[ x ] Toothbrush – oral b
[ x ] Pillow cover - alots of colourful dots.
[ x ] Blanket - flowery one.
[ x ] Coffee cup - plastic cup.
[ x ] Sunglasses - dun have any.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Red n Blue

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my head - -i wan to get numb-
[ x ] you Wishing – da pain can be gone soon
[ x ] After this - dinner.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now- da gang.
[ x ] Is next to you - air.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - gonna celebrate my bdae at marche or where ever
[ x ] The last thing you ate - indian rojak
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - heartaches.
[ x ] Do you like candles – yea.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - not reali.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness – yup.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy- laziness.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet- a seal.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- not sleeping fer 36 hrs.
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium? - nope.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - of cos not.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite foods - sushi!
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - Woman can do wad a man can.
[ x ] Wt's something you wish you could understand better - man and woman.
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - nina. stef.
[ x ] my mother thinks i am: day dreamer. always tink wad's i'm gonna do after o.
[ x ] my grandma thinks i am: useless woman? wadever. to her, my bro ish always beta.
[ x ] my boyfriend/girlfriend(or ex-s) thinks i am: -
[ x ] your three best qualities – a lil boylish. always da bro of da boys. be myself always.
[ x ] three worst qualities – laziness, too boylish, weirdo.
[ x ] mAKes u happy- ciggs, money, blahx.
[ x ] upsets you - heartaches.
[ x ] you keep a diary - blog.
[ x ] you like to cook - love, but hate washin up.
[ x ] you have a secret you have not shared with anyone - yup.
[ x ] you bite your fingernails - from da age of 5.
[ x ] you want more piercings - Eyebrows. tongue. more on da ears.
[ x ] you want more tattoos - no way. maybe my husband name. -duhx-
[ x ] you drink - any drinks tat is drinkable.
[ x ] you like cleaning - no at all.
[ x ] Have you ever cried over a boy/girl – yea.
[ x ] you like roller coasters - yesh.
[ x ] ever lied to someone - yup.
[ x ] ever been in a fist fight - nope.
[ x ] ever been arrested - never.

had amath tuition tis afternoon.
mit gen, fag.tong, gh and yingsheng at kfc fer study. mr and mrs moger decided to go hm.
didnt study at all. i went dere. eat a cheese fries. pack up and go hm
-duhx-
shack can. monday ish alreadi exam le. and i'm still slacking.
sian ah!
-_-"
boring. watching tv now.
juz hope tat i can do well fer mid yr. ya. juz sitting in front of com and tv. ;/
gonna post da qns things again.
got nth to blog le.
//runs


i thot i'm already fine. i thot..

sch was short today. was quite bored. totali restless todae.
after sch went study wif giokhui at chong pang kfc. after awhile she decided to go hm.
went to find kw at 200+ da mac. study wif gen, cg, kw and fag. was luffing like crazy.
haha.
went home at abt 6. quite tired.
miting dem tml again.
feeling slacky now.
blahx.
//runs

too bored. cant log in to msn. ;/

10 important things inside your
backpack/schoolbag/purse/pouch:

- cash
- ez link
- keys
- tissue paper
- coins
- HP!
- comb
- discman[sometimes]
- magazine
- dunnoe le lax

9 things that you really want right now:

- a hi-fi or mp3 in ma room
- a new hp [e700]
- sort of do a makeover fer my rm
- more cash
- new bag
- new shoes
- new slippers, flipflop
- more tops
- makeover fer myself

8 of your favourite foods:

- SUSHI
- and more sushi
- pizza
- fish and chips [ljs]
- double blahx mushroom burger [bk]
- lemon tea can?
- ermmm...
- reali cant tink of anything liaox.

7 of your closest friends (not in order):

- giokhui
- mrs moger
- mr moger
- kahwah & faggot tong
- kayalingum
- mic, chel
- many many more from 4a3 :)

6 of your fave movies:

- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL
- MY SASSY GIRL!
- okie. some horror movies

5 things in your room :

- mini tv
- bed
- sofa bed[ mt bro's old one]
- cupboard
- books

4 things you ate/drank today:

- ice lemon tea
- soyabean drinks
- cheesy hotdog
- fried rices

3 things you couldn't live without:

- cash
- ma hp
- ma com

2 things you usually read:

- blogs
- and more blogs

1 person you can't forget:

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i'm perfectly alright now.
heee. have nv been so fine b4.
letting go reali make mi feel much beta.
but tink i'm a lil too crazy.
-da crazy women ish back-
crazy.
nv thot tat it's so fast. so soon tat i'm okie le. -duhx-
its gr8 to be bro againx :)
and even have more bros: moger and kahwah.

to all da frenx:
thx fer all da concern, love and care. thx tuti. thx kat. thx nicole. thx mr and mrs moger. thx kahwah. thx giokhui. thx kaya. thx everybody.
:)

see. i'm more hapi den in da past.
its not even friday yet. haha.

floorball during p.e. in da rain. m crazy during da game.
movie after sch wif kw, mr n mrs moger, fag tong n jac tan, giokhui. Van Helsing. quite nice. but dun reali understand. shld go watch ppl.
m luffing crazily wif kw durign da movie. kept making fun of something. jac must be veri irritated by luffster. sorie.
went hm at 6.
dinner.
here i m infront of da com.
a pic of our monkey god ish out. will upload to 4a3 msn grp.
kkx. tat's all fer today.
shall study a lil lata.
//runs


or m i jux covering my pain

_____Your Life_______
[x] they call me: Yi ZhUo sHaN oR WeIsHaN
[x] sex: fEmaLe.
[x] my first breath of air: 010688
[x] add: Da NoRtH.
[x] best friends: Da GaNg in 4a3. chel. mic.

_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: da times wif nina.
[x] worst?: erm. tish is still not da worst. i suppose.
[x] first best friend ever: baoyun, siewying.

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: painful when da one u love dun love u.
[x] first love: dun tink i've try true love b4.
[x] love or lust?: lust. ;x
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: to mi, yesh. i'm a gemini.
[x] true or false- all you need is love: half true.
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: nope. to mi, tat's in lust.
[x] are you in love right now? no. juz broke my heart.
[x] how many times have you been in love? haben reali in love b4.

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: tall and slim? nice teeth.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not at all.
[x] what kinda hair style?: as long as it suits da guy. spike hair.
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: care and concern juz when i nided it.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: town?
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: nahx.

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: dog.
[x] short or long hair: short.
[x] sunshine or rain: rain.
[x] moon or sun: moon.
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best fren.
[x] summer or winter: winter.
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters.
[x] play station or nintendo: niether.
[x] car or motorcycle: neither too.
[x] house party or club: dunnoe.
[x] what song are u listening to right now?: some chinese pop.
[x] have you ever almost died?: no. but i wish tat i'm dead.
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: none. its stressful to be singapore kids.
[x] son's name?: nv tink of it..
[x] daughter's name?: sth sweet.
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: duhx...
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex?: character. looks ish onli 2 % of wad i'm looking fer.
[x]Personality-wise: nice, helpful, kind. wadever shit lax.
[x] do others find you attractive?: not at all.
[x] Haf anyone in mind?: juz taken him out of ma mind.
[x] Who is it?: him la.
[x] Like friendster?: okie.
[x] School?: orh pi sai sch. [opss] orchid park sec sch.

well. i'm back to blogger. tink my com is alright le. hope so. erm. sorrie fer da trouble again, esp to nicole and kerine. dey r always de first to change da link :P.. sorie gerls!
can read my other recent entry here

-

-

- shack
- secretly using the net now..
- today overheard sth abt him and her..
- sad..
- i wan to hear no more..
- -sigh-
- if they reali get together i sure cannot take it sia..
- haha...
- dunnoe lehx..
- shack
//runs

1 When you get upset, you:

- if got cig, i smoke. if got beer, i drink. if got pen knife, i slit my wrist gently. den cry till i slp. eat lot. give black face. wadever.

2 If someone has taken interest in you at a party or other social gathering, you:

- dunnoe. no one will take interest in mi de la so y bother to tink wad i gonna do..

3 If you are arguing about an issue and know you are correct, you:

- arged till i win.. if not i give up la.. y bother to argue wif a stubborn person..

4 Your friends are usually:

- fun. wild. cute. talkative. disturbing[esp. the guys]. out going. funnie. and i love them!

5 When you wake up in the morning, you:

- check my hp.. see if got msg or not..

6 When you are interested in someone, you:

- keep quiet. or tok to tat person veri often. if i noe tat person well i may confess. but if tat person like someone else i will help.

7 You are at the toilet when you overhear two of your friends talking about how horrible your new haircut is. You:

- keep quiet abt it. feel sad. change a new hairstyle again. haha..

8 If your life were to be made into a movie -- and you were to star as yourself -- who would you cast to play your leading man?:

- huh? dunoe lehx.. i will nv make my life into a movie de la.. such a pathetic life i've got..

9 How do you like your kisses to be?:

- dunnoe... sweet? wet? dunnoe..

10 When your lover leans in for a kiss in public, what do you do? :

- dunoe lehx..

- uhu~
- tish ish the last time i gonna blog tish month..
- my com is going to be move out of my room le..
- fer my own good..
- cos i reali cant concentrate wif my com ard..
- i'm fine wif the decision la..
- so i will blog lesser le..
- dunnoe wad to sae le.. haha.. gonna sae bye bye to my com and blogger le..
- -sobx sobx-
- hahaha...
- dunnoe le lax..
- i will use as much as i cld today..
- duhx..
//runs

- school was okie..
- fall asleep during geog lesson..
- got 2 cd period.. daniel chua left it as free period manx..
- but the dumb ass daniel chua wake me up once he step into class.. totalli frustrated lor.. wan to rest oso cannot..
- the english course was boring... i dun see the point of going.. i mean i dun see tat it helps or wad..
- tml math class again..its changed to 8 everybody!
- and and and i hope my ms oh wont pang seh mi tml afternoon..
- okie.. so bored now...
- shack shack shack
- nth much to mention today..
- nth special
//runs

- tml is like so freeeeee...
- except there ish a dumb course and remedial..
- sat going study wif my laogong.. [ ms oh yuan ping la] haha..
- shld be going to take pics..
- wonder will we be reali studying or wad..
- lalalala..
- oh ya.. i fail my 2.4 by one mintue.. wrong info from kaya..
- 1 min.. if i ran i tink i shld have pass..
- have to re run again..
- dummy me..
- i'm so stupid..
- re run..
- chian song is going to luff like hell
- okie.. i'm fat.. I AM FAT. happie?
- haha..
- i dun mind..
- shall do my compo le.. heee..
//runs

- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- haix
- all i can do is sigh k..
- today jux sux
- sux totalli..
- tests and remedial
- hate it
- haixxxxx
- its juz so hard to forget
- duhx
- juz so sick and tired abt hearing him liking her
- i noe he noes i like him.. i tink he noes..
- but he juz like her
- HER..
- i dun hate her or wad.. i understand.. feelings ish like tat de lor..
- its juz tat i'm so dumb to like him..
- i'm a dumb ass...
//gone

[to forget sumone u once loved is to love sumone else]

- feeling better..

- 2.4 today..
- tink i fail fer abt 5s..
- 5 SECOND!
- -sigh-
- hope i didnt fail la huh..
- hope ramesh will help or wad lor.. if not i might as well go die le..
- -sigh-
- ytd chat fone with sumone..
- make my day even worst..
- didnt sleep well last nite..
- feel veri sucky during lesson and school
- kept tinking abt wad tat sumone had said and all my dumb ass probs..
- haix..
- i noe i must have hurt tat sumone? but.. aiya.. things wasnt tat simple..
- ok.. i'm a bitch..
- all was my fault ya..
- but who noes i'm hurt too..
- i may have hurt u and others may have hurt mi..
- world is full of craps ya..
- one minute u got hurt and feel the terrible pain..
- the other minute u hurt someone else..
- its not tat i didnt noe how pain it is when got hurt..
- but world is nv fair.. NEVER...
- have terrible mood swing..
- its geting worst everyday..
- black face onli.
- its juz mood swing and stuff..
- i'm fine.. juz dun reali feel like smiling..
- ya.. gonna be the old weishan..
- smile-less..
- -sigh-
- when will i be okie?
- wish i dun feel anything fer him anymore.. but.. cant.. so long le.. but he juz like her.. nth i can do.. NTH..
- ha.. finalli now how sherwin feels sia.. everyday juz goes: HAIXXXXXXXX.....
- -sigh hard-
- things wasnt tat simple as u see...
//runs...

- sad
- confused
- disappoint
- wad's next?
- -sigh-

- -sigh-
- she called..
- finalli....
- but.. she forgot ma name..-
- ma name...
- -sigh-
- have decided to forget abt her and she called
- without noeing ma name
- asking mi to study hard
- juz nag a lil
- less den 10 mins- hang up
- -sigh-
- happi seeing my fone rang and see her name
- disappointment
-she dun even rmb ma name
- nvm
- she asked mi out tis june holidae
- shall see how..
- -sigh-
//sighing away

- napfa today.. 5 stations
- failed standing broad jump
- passed 4
- tired.. lol
- tml napfa test again..
- shack sia
- 2.4.. gonna fail AGAIN!
- chian song!!! i gonna be the last again!! yeah!!!
- -_-"
- hmm.. "dad" asked mi.. "do u still like him?"
- i ans no.. its juz the past..
- wanna sae yes.. but.. have to sae no..
- cos i wan to gib up.. give up totalli..
- m totalli hopeless..
- y?
- cos he wont like mi de.. he like ehem ehem liao..
- or he juz wont like mi bahx..
- dunnoe
- -sigh-
- aiya.. "dad".. who ask u to bring up this dumb qns..
- make mi keep tinking..
- okie.. shall go rest le..
//runs

back from school.. tink imma blog lesser.. gonna pull out my telephone line [ i use dial up] so i can concentrate on study le.. ermm nth much today.. juz have mood swing.. its almost everyday i have it.. hmm.. so if u see i got a super black face means i'm fustrated.. lol.. buaixxxxx...

who the heck are u[ the so called Samatha that tag mi].. fuck off la.. if u dare to scold why dun u juz put down ur real name.. if u tink i'm sucks, dun bother to read my blog or tag.. dun be so bo liaox can.. add cute nia.. mother fucker.. go fuck ur mother la.. chao chee bye.. kan ni na.. lan jiao la u... jiao wae onli..

fer all readers: sorie fer those words.. i'm not in the good mood..

today went to occ to study.. but in the end nv do anything lor.. bought a eraser and a powerpuff girl de sticker.. haha.. 'dad' pay fer the stickers.. thankie.. sian.. sick of blogging in the old way.. so blog in tis way.. but its a lil hard to read yea?

kk.. shall go study le.. buaix~

ermm oso take down some link cos i tink those ppl have stop blogging le.. if u saw ur name is down but u still blog, juz tag mi.. i will put it back... thx.. bye...

- new skin here..
- get it done in few mintues time cos i cant find any skin le
- hope all of u like it
- recently got mood swings and its getting worst
- not in the mood to blog or sae too much
- hope i will get better
- i dunnoe wad's happening to mi
- i sux!

- went fer movie today
- into da mirror..
- not badx. quite nice lor..
- took foto..
- uploaded..
- sian
- tml phy FT..
- gotta study lata
//byex

fotos added [new!]

- com was down tis 2 days..
- okie now..
- so happi..
//lalala

- shack
- slacking now
- sianx
- tml chinese oral exam siax.. scare scare.. got mi so nervous..
- ha.. lesbian joke in ITR1..
- and wenyi plish dun spread tat i'm a les anymore..
- but.. i dunsh care.. so wad?
- lol...
//runs

Message: These are the 50 way to know the person's character and understand the person well, although it is quite waste of time, but when you feel free just try it out!

1. What's your name?
::wei shan

2. How old are you?
::15++

3. Do you have any nicknames?
::ah shan, shan, shanshan,shandy, shandy ass, yi zhou shan, da shan , xiao shan, shan mei,shan jie, bitch, don's[dog] wife...

4. When was your first love?
::bleahx

5. First kiss
::DoTx..

6. How tall are you?
::158 - 159

7. How many girl/boyfriends have u had?
::BlaHx

8. Sour, spicy or sweet?
::sour, spicy and sweet..

9. What would you do when you are free?
::slp and rot at hm.. hangout outside doing nth..

10. Hobbies
::slp.. tv.. rot..

11. Do you club.. ?
::nahx..

12. Favourite magazine?
::not particular fav mag..

13. Are you a smoker?
::i do smoke but i'm not a smoker.. but i will smoke if someone offer..

14. Are you a drinker?
::drink b4.. but i will drink everytime i got the chance..

15. How much money will you bring when you are out?
::when i'm 'rich': $50 bahx.. when i.m broke: $5

16. Car, diamond or money?
::MoNeY.. cos can buy everything...

17. What phone are you holding now?
::8250 lorx..

18. Coffeebean or starbucks
::StArBuCkS..

19. Where do you stay?
::YisHuN

20. What is your favourite food?
::SUSHI!

21. How many siblings do you have?
::1 elder bro.. we are twin.

22. Chocolate, Sweets or cake?
::all...

23. Can your ears move?
::cant.. hax..

24. Do you dye your hair?
::yea..

25. What languages do you speak?
::chinese.. singlish.. simple english.. hokkien..

26. How many phones in your house?
::2 main fone.. 4 hp..

27. How many toilets?
::2

28. When you are doing your business in the iN e WaD?
::huhx?

29. Do you swim?
::yea.. but no time to swim lahx..

30. Do you gamble?
::yea.. rarely

31. What is your favourite sport?
::Swimming

32. Love,techno or classcial?
::LoVe..

33. what is your favourite drink?
::currently is ICED LEOMON TEA..

34. What is your temper? Low, middle or hiGH?
::HiGh..

35. What kind of person are you?
::DoNt KnOw lehx..

36. What would you wear when you go to bed?
::juz home clothes

37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up?
::see my hp if there is msg...

38. Do you eat breakfast?
::see my mood bahx.. sometime i'm late so nv eat lor..

39. Favourite tv show?
::Light years, idol series..

40. Who you want to meet?
::Kunda, Ella, my real self, and the 'one' in my life..

41. What type of person are you?
::Pessimistic, lame, siao char bo, secretive..

42. Where do you like to go?
::Japan, Taiwan..

43. Do you wear specs?
::YuP.. AlWaYs..

44. When is your birthday?
::01/06/88

45. Do you buy branded goods?
::yea.. but girls dun nid much branded stuff cos they always buy new stuff..

46. How many hours do you spend talking on phone with someone?
::3-4 hrs non stop.. hahax..

48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as a friend, would you give your number to them?
::NaHx.. TaT pErSoN wIlL bE vEri IrRiTaTiNg..

49. do you watch R(A) movies?
::NoPe

50. One night stand?
::NaHx

- went library wif rachel..
- study awhile nia den sian liaox..
- walk ard..
- den she pang seh mi AGAIN!
- tis ish the 101th times she pang seh mi..
- not angry.. cos used to mi..
- she go find her darl lor..
- yaya.. their life is always filled wif love of their darl de lax..
- always pang seh pang seh..
- sian lor..
- slack at home now.. shall do hw lata..
//runs

got tis freakie QNA from friendster.. read on to noe more abt mi..
its all abt love...


1. Will u love the person back who once hurt u??

- never ever.. i cant take the pain.. nv wan to be hurt again..

2. Will u go out on a date with a person u know who is already committed with someone?

- yar.. y not.. as in we r frenx/buddy/bruden/sista la..

3. Would u steal the person u love most from ur friend??

- will never do tat.. i rather lost the person i love den losting my fwems.. fwens are much more impt in life den love..

4. What's the nicest thing you'll do for love??

- cherish it

5. What's the least thing you'll do for love?

- gib up all my time fer it

6. Will u give ur ex a second chance?

- if the feeling ish still dere and he nv cheated on mi b4.. i will..

7. What was the best thing you've done for the person u love?

- haben mit the person i reali love yet..

8. If u gt stuck on an elevator with your ex,what would you do?

- if i dislike my ex i will not even look at the person.. if still got feeling or still fwens maybe juz tok tok lor...

9. Will u give ur partner a big kiss in front of many people?

- if i reali love my partner.. or see see wad's the situation..

10. If ur ex fooled u once, will u give another set of trust on her/him??

- will never ever gib my ex the trust again.. i'm veri extreme.. either u are a truthful angel if not u r juz a devilish liar.. so nv fool mi..

11. What will u do if u caught ur partner with someone else inside her/his room ?

- gib my partner a slap.. cry and stormed out of the room and initiate a breakup.. but if my partner's explaination is exceptable i will be forgiving..

12. If you will be given a choice, will u drink a bottle of wine one-on-one with ur partner or with ur crush only the two of u inside the room?

- maybe yesh.. maybe not.. depends on my mood and the occasion..

13. If you can only save one person on a crashing plane,who would it be??

- the one i love or my mummy

14. You are with you're partner on a party.

- it will be great wif my partner ard.. but got lesser chance to noe new fwens lar..

15. Will u still give a present to ur ex on her/his very special occassion?

- maybe on my ex's bdae.. maybe not la.. already ex liaox.. gib him so many present oso no use..

16. If u hear the word "love". Who comes into ur mind first?

- that GUY i used to crush on.. -sigh-

17. You won 2 tickets for a concert. Who will you invite?

- my best pal or my crush or someone who will like the concert..

18. Will u do a big favor for ur ex. Now that you're already friends??

- yea.. cos we are FWENS..

19. Now, whom u are thinking right now?? Ur partner, ur ex or ur crush?

- fer u to guess bahx.. will not gib any comment abt it.. lol...



finish reading liaox rite..copy the qns and do it.. paste it on ur blog and let ppl noe more abt ur view and blahx..
//cyax

y i hate dem..
- cos my dad is a bias freak
- my bro is a spolit bratx
- my mum? she juz throw her temper fer no reason..
- -sigh-
- y m i born denx.. since u all dun love mi..
- -sigh-
- if u all love boy so much shldnt ave giv birth to mi manx..
- wad's so big deal to have a boy.. juz tat they can carry on the family line?
- wad's the big deal to have a dick and 2 balls.. so wad if i dun have..
- so wad.....
- sicko..
- wadever lar huh..
- but now everythings is fine..
//runs

MY FAMILY SUX

- finalli hand in the eng compo..
- at least i hand in mah.. den the lee kpkb..
- knn la.. wan to call my mother call lar.. as if i care.. tupid ass..
- how i noe giokhui hand in so fast ah.. she oso nv tell mi mah..
- kpkb so much fer wad.. tis is the first time i pass up ur hw lor..
- diam la.. if not nxt time dun hand in ur homework ah u freak..

- p.e til no mood la.. ask mi run so much.. hate running one lor..
- after recess den i okie le..
- have practical.. quite easy to do..
- bio lesson.. big cow chua act cute seh.. hahaha.. -pengx-
- maths lesson.. mag foo wear until so pretty fer the frst time.. den class keep on disturb her..
- after school we wait fer yuanping at parade sq.. den saw mag foo.. den she chat wif us..
- den we ask mag foo to go wif cheo la.. tat cheo is waiting fer her liaox..
- we went home too..

- slack ard..
- do tuition homework..
- tution
- went swensen wif uncle and cousins
- home
- sleep

- pon-ed the geog remedial
- go there oso no use la.. will be sleeping oso.. so i go home lor..

plan fer my day:
- online fer a while
- sleep
- homework
- dinner
- tuition homework
- online again
- sleep

- duhx...
- slacky life of mine..
- -sigh- nvm..
//runs

- -sigh-
- she juz didnt reply moi...
- -sigh-
- fag~

tong dao zui tong jiu bu hui zai tong le...

- sch as usual..
- home
- slack
//buaix

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its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
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this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
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- sch as usual..
- there's rock band thingy going on in the afternoon
- COOL!
- but there's spoiler la huh.. i ended half way..
- the mr.nath [izit spell tis way?] stop them..
- duhx..
- chit chat at giokhui block dere..
- went home..
- slacking naw..
-//buaix

-found my keys!! finalli..
- its in my mum bag.. -_-|||
- nearly lame till death manx... she took it and denied it..
- yayaya.. wadever..
- at least the key is found..
- gotta do hw liaox..
- cya guys tml..
//runs

- yest arts panache thingy was great..
- daniel chua become our idol sia.. haha..
- i still cant find my keys.. lost them ytd..
- i rmb i bring it home on friday.. but cant find it..
- my mum is going crazy abt losing my keys..
- -roll eyes-
- its juz keys.. and i'm sure its at home.. its juz tat i cant find it..
- wadever la huh..
//buaix

- back
- tml got the speech day thingy.. i;m going.. meeting gay-ry and gwenyth
- sunday's stef bdae chalet.. tink cant make it cos i will be going fer 2 days in a row..
- the third day? i will be killed if i go out..
- -sigh-
- wish to go.. but... -sigh-
- forget it.. she didnt even bother to reply my sms.. ;/
-maybe she's reali bz..
- wadever reasons may it be.. its non of my business ?
- shall stop crapping..
- go bath and orh liaox..
//-sighing away-

- i back freom chee geok hse..
- tat kw is angry wif mi again.. AGAIN..
- dun noe wad i have done wrong man..
- tat gerl is like telling us sth abt jesus and stuff.. they bunch of guys is like kept luffing..
- i onli ask them to keep quiet and respect wad tat girl is doing...
- kw sae i scold him like shit.. but the fact is I DIDNT~
- WADEVER.. let him be.. as long as i tink i'm not in wrong.. even yuhchu agree tat they are a lil not repectful lor..
- juz be it manx
- -sigh-
- hate to be alone..
- when i walk home.. i was alone.. den i start to tink too much..
- blahx...
- okie.. cant stay long la har..
//runs

HAPI APRIL FOOL DAY!!!!

- haha... today was supposed to play tricks on teachers...
- but seems tat all the teachers is not reali in good mood.. and our plan was not able to carry out..

- our trick on mag foo almost make it.. but the bala nxt door is such a spoiler siax..
- at first ah ping was suppose to faint and scare mag foo.. but she dunnoe how to act so kw was told to faint..
- everything was prepared le.. kw have the milk in his mouth alreadi..
- mi,dad-in-law and wenyi was like faning him.. ask him to 'wake up'..
- maybe we was too loud cos we was so excited when mag foo was approaching..
- out of a sudden SOMEONE came in.. i thot it was mag foo as that SOMEONE got the same colour clothes as mag foo..
- i look up.. it was bala.. she was like :wad happen wad happen?
- den i throw the paper on kw face which i use to fan kw and run away..
- reali scare she scold siax..
- den bala complain or tok to mag foo...
- everything juz ended like tat..
- tat SPOILER.. spoil our fun siax..
- forget it.. haha.. last april fool day in 4a3 ended juz like tat

- went home after phy remedial..
- went tok tok wif giokhui. till i forgot the time.. was abt 7 den go home..
- reached home at 7plus plus..
- now here to blog and chat lar..
//*yawnx*